Sweetest Dare || NielWink

•17 How?•

~Daniel~

I was just starting to cook ramen when someone else knocked on my door, I hope it's my baby- yah Daniel! Why would you think about him?! He's a cheater! Okay okay I need to calm down.

"Daniel?" Minhyun hyung? Why is he here?

"Oh, hyung why are you here?" I asked confused.

"I'm just going to check you niel, I think you should go to sleep." Sleep?

"There is no time for that hyung." It's so tiring to go to sleep. I'm too lazy to do that.

"Then what you will do? Just going to cry? Yah! Your eyes was so red Daniel just rest you lazy kiddo." I think he's right.. Well, he is a perfectionist so he really is.

"E, I still look handsome though.." But I thought I am not handsome enough for Jihoon. Not perfect enough.

"Yeah, alright, me too Daniel but I'm going to stay the night here. I need to accompany a crazy child like you." Crazy? Like crazy?

"I'm crazy for Jihoon hyung." Oh, that was a cheesy line guys but it's just.. true.

"Yeah yeah even it's a corny one." Aww, I am but just for him..

"Hyung.. I missed him." I really am okay but it's just he's a liar..

"Then go to him and forgive him, it's easy Daniel." There is no way..

"I don't want too, I'm scared. What if he's with that Guanlin guy and say those hurting words.. What if he will going to say that he's willing to break up with me? Oh hyung I can't.."

"Oh Daniel don't over think of what will happen or thinking negative things, Jihoon truly loves you I know that." Then why did he kissed that Guanlin boy back? Friendly kiss doesn't go overmuch.

"Never mind, I think I need space to think more." Am I right?

"Yeah, if you think so.. But Daniel it smells like a burnt ramen, did you smell that too?" Oh God it's overcooked now!

"Oh my fucking God hyung!" Arghhhh! Stupid Daniel!

"Aish you kiddo! Go turn down the heat!" Yes shit, right! Right!

"Now, I don't have anything to eat.. Hyung I'm so so hungry.." I murmured sadly cuz I am freaking dying because of hunger!

"Ah.. Then go to Jihoon and eat him." What the fuck hyung? My jaw.. My jaw! My jaw dropped God, where it is?

"Hyung! I thought you were a so so so super clean person, oh God! You weren't that pure hyung! OH. MY. GOD. I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!" Oh shit, I don't know how to react.

"Aish.. I was just joking, don't take it seriously but you wanted too Daniel I know you want to eat Jihoon don't even deny it." Yes but no. I mean yes but I can't.

"Yeah yeah hyung, but just forget it I didn't have time for that. Just cook for me I guess, you are a great cooker though." I'm just hungry, hungry for his love, hungry for all of him. I wanted him back but I'm, I am just afraid.

"Daniel, I think you should forgive him. You can't just pretend that you don't love him anymore. Look at yourself, you look so miserable." Minhyun hyung explained to me while cooking a kimchi stew, but is he right?

"How many times do I have to say that I can't hyung?!" I said tearing up, I didn't mean to range my voice up but I don't know!

"Because it's the truth Niel, if you keep your heart close you will just cry, hurt yourself over and over again. Know how to forgive Daniel." I sobbed harder when he said that. Hyung is always right.

"But how hyung?! He cheated! Isn't that bad?!" Fuck! I don't want to cry.

"Come here, hug me brother." I walked slowly into his arms.

"Jihoon said sorry right? He's suffering already, he misses you so much. Your boyfriend always asked me crying if you were okay, Jaehwan told me that Jihoon don't sleep and eat too. He's just staring at your picture with him. If you love him you'll not going to make that happen to him but you do so it means that you didn't love him anymore." No, no this can't be happening. God, I need him now.

"What should I do hyung?!" I asked, still crying my life out.

"Go to him."

Right.

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