Forever Never Lasts [✔]

Forts

My girlfriend wanted to talk to me about 'how childish I am' but she didn't know the password to my  pillow fort so she couldn't get in.

Over time we started to become best friends, and we make a fort every weekend we spent together, so I decided to point it out while we were of course, already in the fort eating food and watching the computer screen.

"You know we always make these everyday we spend the night together," I said, popping a piece of popcorn into my mouth, my eyes drifting over to him and throwing one at him, which he caught in his mouth grinning and waggling his brows at me.

"It's our thing I guess you could say," He looked at the pizza box beside me and grabbed a piece before shoving it into his mouth.

"Sooo attractive," I said watching him eat with a laugh. 

He made a funny face at me which only made me laugh again.

We always spent the weekends together, even when I knew I might not make it through the weekends. We were watching The Purge as we ate, hugging each other to get some warmth since I was always cold for many medical reasons that he didn't know luckily. 

I loved to make him flustered, so I would always tighten my hold on his waist and pull him closer during these weekends, knowing he was a blushing mess as I ate the popcorn. I felt his stare, so I turned my head to look at him, smiling.

In that moment I was shocked beyond belief as he grabbed my face and kissed me deeply. It never took long for it to get heated considering 

1. I was sex deprived from hell.

2. I've been shoving my hormones down around him far to long.

Before I knew it I was rolled on top of him. Everything about him set me on fire. I couldn't help it when I had basically stripped him down in the matter of minutes and before I knew it I was consumed completely in something I've been wishing for, for god knows how long. I through out any hesitations and reasoning I had and went for what I wanted for once. Thank god his mother and sister weren't home, because I would have still did it regardless. Everything that he didn't know about my sex life was revealed that night. 

Even when I had treated him roughly, in the end unlike I had done to many others in the past, I laid with him and rubbed soothing circles onto his back until he whispered gently into my ear, his voice sounding exhausted,

"Be Mine?" Was all he had to say to have me on board with whatever he wanted.

"Damn Yes," I replied. In that moment I knew I would worship him even with all my luggage that I carried.

I remember that day as if it changed my life, and well, it did.

June 12th, 2017