[COMPLETED] Why It Must Be Me ? | Jennie Kim X Male Reader--Blackpink fanfic

CHAPTER 15 : RUINED MOMENT

Y/N's POV
I run, run, run
I can't stop
Run, run, run again
I can't help it
This is all I can do anyway
I wish i can love you Jennie Kim.
I arrived at my private gymnasium. There is nobody here.
I threw my bag aside.
I opened my zip bag. I took out bandage. I wrapped my hands with bandage.
I take off my shirt.
I sigh.
I approach punching bag. I start to punch and punch again. I keep punching and yelled.
"AHHHHHHHHH"
"How can you have her ?????!!!!"
"Why it must be you the one who can have her???!!"
"Why it must be me who must keep my feeling toward Jennie Kim?!!"
"Why and why !!!!!"
I stop punching. Im exhausted.
I lay at the ground. I try to catch my breath. My hands.. hurt again.. dripping blood at my fist. I never care about my physical pain.
I wish i could have Jennie as an exchange of my pain.
But i cant.
Enn is not here. He's at seoul with my parents. If he's here.. he's the one who cure me.
My sweat is dripping all of my body.
I sat up. I grab my water bottle and drink it.

Jennie's POV
i will try my best to move on from Y/N.
He never serious with relationship.
I fall in love with him. But he never see me as a woman.
Agreeing date with Kang Jerry will help me to forget y/n. I hope so.
But i dont know why i cant even look into y/n.
It felt like i betrayed to myself.
Betrayed with my feeling.
Goshh i need to do homework.
Wait a minute . Tomorrow is saturday. But never mind. Just do it.
I took glance at my clock. Its 2200H. Usually Y/N and I will spent together talking at this hour.
Geezz why i still remember him.
I flip my book page.
Auchh .
"Why a piece paper can cut my finger?"
"Somethings not right?"
I just shrugged it off.
Someone knocked at my door. "Yes, mom. Come in."
The door opened.
"Jennie, can you please send this to y/n?"
Y/n?
"Whats that mum?"
"Kimchi fried rice. He's alone. I bet he didnt eat yet."
"Uhh. Okay."
Why i cant stay away from y/n?
Its ok Jennie Kim. For the sake of your mum.
—-time skipped—-

Y/N's POV
I woke up from my nap when i heard someone ring the bell.
Who is it anyway?
I walk to my main door.
I twist the door knob.
Its reveal someone that i wish to see.
"Jen-jennie..."
"Dont get me wrong. My mum asked me to give you food. She care for you."
She lend me the food.
I scratch my neck.
"Oh really? Thanks."
I stretch out my hand to take from her.
Then her eyes widened.
She grab my hand. "What happen to you y/n?"
I was about to pull away. But she tightly grab mine.
She pushed me.
"Let me in."
Im speechless. She still care bout me?
She drag me at couch.
She push me at the couch. "Stay still. I find first aid."
She put the food at coffee table.

Jennie's POV
why blood dripping at both of his hands? What he did?
"Jennie, i told you. Im okay." He sternly said.
"Oh yeah?" I harshly apply iodine at his wound.
"Aishhh!!" He groaned in pain.
He grab my hand. We stared at each other.
It feels like the time stopped.
He leaned to me. I found myself leaned to him as well.
My heartbeat keep pounding hard.
We keep leaning until our lips is an inch apart.
I can feel his hot breath.

Y/N's POV
We stared each other which i can tell the time is stopped.
I swallowed thickly. I lean to her. I still hold her hand. She lean to me as well.
Our lips only an inch apart.
I was about to press my lips to her but my phone rang.
She back off from me and look at her lap.
"Sorry.." i mumbled.
I took the phone call. Its Enn. Way to ruin moment Enn !
"Hello Enn."
"Opps sorry hyung. I wrongly called. Bye !"
He hang up.
What the fuck.
Why it must be me you wrongly called.
I put my phone back at coffee table.
Both of us silent. No one of us dare to talk to each other.
She clear her throat. "Well y/n. I need to go. Dont forget to eat that food. And dont hurt yourself."
"Uh? Okay."
She stood up from couch. I walked her to the main door.
Before she twist the door knob, i grab her wrist and turn her around to face me.
I dont hesitate to hug her tightly.
"Thanks Jennie." I stroke her hair gently.
She broke the hug.
"Dont get me wrong. I just do what friends do."
With that she twist the door knob and walk away from my home.
FRIENDS
FRIENDS...
its hurt to hear.

Jennie's POV
why am i so stupid?
We almost kissed!
Goshh !!
Come back to senses Jennie Kim! He didnt love you Jennie.
Besides you have Kang Jerry.