CHAPTER 4: CRUSH ?

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Y/N's POV
Day by day. Jennie and I were getting to know each other. At the same time my father taught me the martial arts. I am not going to tell what i have learn on martial arts. Its pained like hell. But i have to face it in order to become a strong guy.

Today was the day i have to pay my debt to jennie. Yeah last time she told me i owe here..
She asked me to come to her house for birthday party. Its the way i pay the debt to her.
I just went to the flow.

-at the birthday party-

"Jennie.. happy birthday to you." I lend her the bracelets.
"Omo! Its beautiful ! Thanks y/n.." she hugged me. I was frozen standing there.
She pulled out from the hug when a woman interrupt us.
"Oh sweetie. Is this y/n that you told me before?"
My jaws dropped. Who was this woman?
"Oh mom.. dont say that.." jennie blushed and look at her feet.
"Oh you are jennie's mother. Hello mrs kim.." i bow down to her. She smiled to me which i glad and smiled back to her.
"Thanks for coming y/n. Make yourself comfortable."
I nodded. Then she left both of us.
Jennie didnt invite so many people. It was occupied by Mr Kim's workers actually.
Yeah Jennie's father was a CEO of a company.
Jennie then pulled my hand. "Lets head upstair to my room."
I didnt have chance to reply because she was too fast.

Jennie's POV
argg why my mother told that statement to y/n?
He will know i have crush on him.
I mentally cursed to myself.
Now we sat at the bed.
I lend him my photos when i was small.
He chuckled.
"Why you laugh?"
"You just cute.. thats all."
"Copy that.."
Then we were have chitchat bout our family. Both of our family always busy.
It was hard for me to see my parents neither like him.
Then we sat on silent.
"Y/n?"
He looked at me. "Yes Jennie kim?"
"Have you have crush before?"
"Nope.."
"Well do you have crush on someone right now?"
"Ye—yeah. Why do you ask?"
Auchh he liked someone. Is it i have one side love?
"Jennn !! U didnt answer me.."
"Opps sorry.. i just curious.."
"Okay then.." he smiled.
He didnt know i like him? Who he liked actually?
"Im bored y/n . Lets watch movie. You choose."
"Okay lets see.."
We started to pick random DVD on my bed.
I didnt know how .. our hands touched.
He looked at me. I also raised up my head . Our eyes met. My heart pounded faster. I didnt know what kind of this feeling. It just was i happy to see him.

Y/N's POV
our hands accidentally touched each other. I cant help it to stare at her beautiful eyes.
I could see she's soft inside although she was harsh to me before.
Without my intention i squeeze her hands. And she act the same. She didnt move any inch.
I have crush i like. It is you jennie. I wish i have courage to say it to you. But i was afraid back then you might hate me.
We still young. We only 12 years old. We were not matured enough to know what is it love.
I found myself started leaning to her. She didnt back off. She just stared at my lips. She tighten my hold to her hand. I was confused . I wanted to kiss her so badly at her lips. But i didnt brave to do it. She started to shut her eyes. My lips move to kiss her cheek instead. Then i pulled away.
She opened her eyes. Now i feel regret because she didnt say anything.
"So-sorry jennie. i—i thin-think i should leave. Bye."
Gosh i was shuttering. I get off from the bed. I bow to her and walk away from he room. 
I ran to living room.. i met her mother.
"Y/n.. u are going back already?"
"Ye-yeah Mrs Kim.."
Shuttering again?
"Okay y/n . See you again. Take care."
She smiled to me. I bow to her and i ran away exit from Jennie's home.
Well my house is 3 blocks away from her house.
I ran and ran.
I lock up myself at my room.
What am i doing?
Why i kissed her cheek?
Stupid y/n !
I cursed myself.

—time skipped—

It was 8 pm. I was laying at my bed. My mother knocked at my door.
"Come in mum.."
"Y/n.. someone come to see you.."
I sat up quickly at my bed.
"Who is it mum?"
"She didnt say her name.." my mum smiled.
"She? A girl?"
"Yes y/n.."
My mum approach me. She pinched my cheek.
"Awee my son have girlfriend already?"
"No mum.." i fake laugh to her.
"You better to check who is it y/n.."
"Okay mum.."
I fixed my hair and quickly went to downstairs.
Is it Jennie? I only knew her.
As i approach the front door..
"Y/N ..."
"Hi.hi.." i fake smile to her...

Note: who came to see y/n? A girl of course.. stay tuned for the next chapter 😘

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