[COMPLETED] Why It Must Be Me ? | Jennie Kim X Male Reader--Blackpink fanfic

CHAPTER 7 : USELESS CONFESSION

Y/N's POV

She kissed me? Jennie KIm aka my crush kissed me?

"Feeling better, Y/N?" she snapped my thought.

We still had eye contact.

"Yes...but..."

"But what y/n?"

"DO it here as well.." I pointed at my left cheek.

SHe leaned in. I was expecting she kissed me again at my left cheek. BUt suddenly she push me made me fall to the ground.

Yeahh Jennie Kim is the baddass.

She stood up and laugh at me.

"Are you--okay y/n?" She managed to say it within her laughed.

I stood up. "How come you ask me when you the one who push me?"

She laughed again. "Its not funny Jen. Lets go back home."

I started to walk. She follow me. "Yah ! Wait up !"

I walked faster. Then i heard her footsteps running to me. I didnt manage to say anything. She jumped on my back and hold my shoulder.

"Yah ! What are you doing Jen? Get off!!"

"What if i said no?"

"I will....."

I will hug you like there is no tomorrow. I said it in my mind.

"Will what? Come on y/n.. You could give Jessica piggyride before why not me?"

I stopped my step.

"Please stop saying her name, Jennie..."

"Okay sorry. I will walk by myself then.." She jumped off from my back and walk away.

why she's the one who must said Jessica name on our conversation?

I dont like it actually.

She walked faster left me. I run to her and stopped in front of her.

"What?" How cold was she talk to me like that.

I squat and pat my back. "Now, hopped up.."

"its oka--"

I cut her off. "Just hopped up, JEnnie.."

Then she do what I asked her.

We kept silent.

Jennie's POV

"Y/n.."

I broke the silent. He hummed in responded.

"I have someone I like.."

He stopped walking. "Who is it?" He sound serious.

"Its you.." I mumbled.

"What?"

"Nothing. Just someone you know.."

He didnt hear right?

He continue to walk. He still piggyback me.

"Jennie.. what can I say is... just love someone who love you.. Because it will worth it. Trust me."

I just hummed.

I felt sleepy.

Y/N's POV

"JEnnie, if you wanna know. I like you Jennie. I dont know it is love or what.. because we are too young to realize it. BUt what can i say is I am happy around you. You make me smile."

Wait a minute.. I confessed to her?

But why she didnt respond anything?

Maybe she need to digest my word.. I guess so..

I keep walking. I didnt feel burden to carry her at my back. It was feel ease.

i wish our journey still longer. But  we arrived at Jennie's mansion already.

"Jennie, we arrived your home."

NO respond.

"Jennie?"

Still no respond. THen I heard she snored. How adorable was she.

She slept already.

So I think I need to bring her to her room.

Her parents still not at home. Our parents seem like always busy. But I just shrugged it of. Maybe i will know better when I grow up.

I twist  the door knob and I opened the door. Such a clumsy girl. HOw come she didnt lock the door house? Anything could happened if she alone without locking the door.  Can you imagine how strong I am right now? I could do this although I still hold Jennie at my back. Kim Y/N is stronger than before.

I kick the door to close it.

I went to upstairs and entered her room. I lay her carefully to her bed.

I cover her with blanket.

I sat beside her.

I like you Jennie... why do you like someone else other than me?

"Goodnight, Jennie Kim.."

I walk away from her room and exit her house. Before I left her house, I make sure to lock it from inside.

I went back home.

I lay at my bed.

My parents not here. Enn aka my brother follow my parents to Seoul.

I sigh. I looked at the ceiling.

Seems like she didnt hear my confession. Useless confession....

Jennie.. why it must be that person you like?

Why not me instead?

I fall into a sleep..

Note: That feeling when you told someone about important things but he/she didnt really hear you because he/she fall asleep since you started talking.

It kills me inside...useless confession..

Let's meet in our dreams  ..