[COMPLETED] Why It Must Be Me ? | Jennie Kim X Male Reader--Blackpink fanfic

CHAPTER 19: I CANT LOVE YOU

Y/N's POV
i was laying at the cold floor at private gym.
Since i grew up, i always practice alone.
Father keep busy to find me the couch for me.
I stare at ceiling .
Last week incident keep playing on my mind.

Flashback
"Y/n, dont you forget our deal."
"Fine. I wont. Please dont hurt Jennie. Im begging you Jerry."
"Sure. I wont."
"So our plan like this. I settle with him. You settle jennie. You go save her and bring her back home safely. One more thing. Please treat her wound and whatsoever. Do you got it?"
Jerry nodded.
He was about to walk to the entrance but i hold his shoulder.
"Never let Jennie knows I love her. And dont let her know I was here coming with you. Tell her i didnt come."
He made 👌🏻sign.
And we start to walk to the entrance of warehouse.
End flashback

Sorry Jennie. i do Love you. but i cant love you.
Besides you love Jerry right.
If you didnt love him, you never disappointed when you see him cheated on you.
I get up and punching the punching bag harshly.
"Y/N!" I stopped and turned around. An adult man was standing there beside my father.
They approached me.
"Meet your new coach . mr Kang."

—time skipped—

Y/N's POV
i was sitting beside Jessica during recess time.
I saw Jennie staring at me. But i just ignored her.
We eating and talking bout our life.
"Y/N.. what you want to be?"
"You mean?"
"I mean what you want to be when you adult?"
"Hmm... i like to be a lawyer."
"Wow lawyer? Dont judge me please Mister!" She chuckled and hit my arm.
I just pinch her cheek cause i found she's cute too handle.

Jennie's POV
Lawyer? I thought he would  become composer.
Why jessica touch him? I dont like it.
And why he pinch her cheek?
Ahhh it pissed me off.
I planned to tell y/n about my leaving another few months to seoul. But seems like he never care bout it.
I just shrugged it off.

Day by day... month by month...
the time is ticking ticking...
Y/n faced many difficult time to make himself strong enough for preparing to lead the force and continue his study on Law.
Well jennie. She's being offered by YG Entertainment to become a trainee.

Y/N's POV
its been a month i never talked to Jennie.
Maybe she thought i didnt know about her leaving to seoul.
But i know.
Well i am Kim Y/N who always love Jennie Kim although she doesnt know bout it.
"Hyung !" Enn snapped my thought.
"What ?" I sternly said.
"Dont you plan to confess to her? You better do it hyung. She will become an idol and forget you completely. Besides you are done with your training right?"
"Am i deserved to love her Enn?"
He put her hand on my shoulder.
"Yes. Everyone deserve to love someone. But it must be you the one who make it."

—time skipped—-

I decide to call jennie.
I didnt expect her to pick up my phone call but i tried.
I called her three times but no answer.
4th time she pickup. Thanks god.
"What do you want?" Her sound is cold.
"Well Jennie.. can we meet up?"
"Why? Is it important?"
"Yes. Please Jennie?"
"Okay see me at the usual place."
"Thanks Jennie."
She hung up.

-time skipped—

I was waiting for Jennie at the lake. Im so nervous. But i have to tell her.
After a few minutes.. she showed up.
She crossed her arm.
I pat beside me and asked her to sit.
Gladly she take a seat beside me.
I look at her. But she just look straight.
"What do you need?" She sternly asked.
"Jennie.. sorry im avoiding you. Sorry for not be there when you in danger. So-" she cut me off
"I dont need your sorry. Just go straight to the point." She looked at me.
I gulped. I take her hand and squeeze it.
I looked into her eyes.
I closed my eyes and open my eyes back.
I sigh.

"Jennie Kim.. i like you. No. I love you."