A/N: Hey guys, I'm back again for another chapter of I'm his hikari and he's my yami. This is going to be a relatively short chapter because of the way I'm writing the story so I can update more often. So if it's too short an update for you I apologize and another update will be on it's way shortly after. It's been two weeks since this story has been added onto so I don't think that was too bad of a wait time. I only waited as long as I did so people had a chance to see the update and catch up. Well enough of the boring things I'm typing and hope you like the update despite its shortness.
The first few days of fatherhood have been well, let's put it this way. Crazy. More crazier than I expected it to be that is anyways. I know that I have grandpa here to help me and all, but I wish Yami was here with me. Wherever he may be I hope he's safe and sound despite being kidnapped. I hope that Hana gets to meet her father soon and that she's still quite young when she does. I hate that Yami's missing out on so much of her life already. She's not even a week old yet, but still. He's already missed the majority of the pregnancy. How much more is he going to have to miss?
I love them both with all my heart and soul. Hana's an amazing gift from Ra. She's my only distraction from the whole kidnapping situation, but she also brings a lot of my hidden feelings to the surface. She's been quite a handful since the day after the party. I guess she can sense that there's something not completely right going on. Even though I've been trying to hide everything that's going on from her. I never knock the supernatural around here, but I know that it's not the case with Hana.
She's been fussy for the past couple days. I'm hoping it's just a baby thing and nothing's wrong with her. I've changed and fed her. So she's good for now. I lie her in her soft bed all snuggled and wrapped in her blanket. Maybe it's because I leave her be for short periods of time when she sleeps. I don't stay gone for more than ten to fifth teen minutes at a time. I try not to stay cooped up in my room, but I don't like leaving her alone for too long either. I know some parents will leave their kid(s) alone a half hour to an hour at a time. But I cant do that to Hana. I want to be with her as much as I can.
She makes me miss Yami a lot more than when she was still cradled inside me. I guess it's because I want to show him how much I love her and him. For the time being I just can't do that right now. I sit here with Hana finally fast asleep in her bassinet. She's just been almost unmanageable lately. I wish I knew why so I could fix it. I want to make everything better again. Staring at her lost in thought I think to myself. Yami, If only you could see me right now. If you could see Hana. If only you could see us. We're so happy, but at the same time so sad and lost as well. Please come back soon. I love you.
Me- Awe poor baby girl.
Yugi- Yeah, I don't know why she's being so fussy.
Yugi sighs, gently rocking Hana in his arms.
Me- Me neither, but I hope she calms down soon.
I try to soothe Yugi.
Yugi- I hope so too. What do you readers think? You think she can sense something's not completely right?
Me- Maybe she can, maybe she can't.
I shrug my shoulders.
Yugi- But you're the author. Why wouldn't you know?
Yugi asks with a raised brow.
Me- Eh, babies are mysterious and I wanted to put that thought out there. You know, like dogs can tell when something's amiss.
I explain the best way I could.
Yugi- Oh I see what you mean.
He understands a little better.
Me- Well I think it's time for us to make our leave.
Yugi- Night everyone.
Me- See you next time.
Yugi- Don't forget to comment and vote.
