All Your Fault (Dance Moms)

Chapter 3~Reason 1

Maddie's POV

It's been 3 days since I touched Kendall's notebook. I haven't gotten enough courage to actually see what was on the rest of the browning pages. I'm too afraid to read about what everyone did to her, as well as me!

I came home from dance today and went straight to my room, not bothering to say anything to anyone. I only said about 3 words at dance; hello, yes, and no. Also the occasional nodding of the head. I opened the door to my bedroom and dropped my dance bag onto my carpeted floor. It made a small banging noise, probably made by my shoes.

I hopped onto my bed, and let my head fall onto the soft, downy pillow. I was so tired, I could just curl up and go to sleep. But a little part inside of me really wanted to know what was inside the rest of that purple notebook. I finally decided to get up and read it. I sighed and shook off my exhaustion. Reaching under my mattress, I pulled out the spiral and got comfy on my bed.

Finally, I picked up the cover and tucked it behind the rest of the notebook. I flipped to the third page, and started reading.

So you decided to keep reading. Well, I might as well tell you who is reason number one. The first person is... Ms.Abby.

Abby, Abby, Abby. You always knew how to knock me down. From the rude comments, to the never ending fights with my mom, you, Abigail Lee Miller, is the first person on my list of reasons I killed myself. It's not like you actually cared, is it? The little comments you made to me weren't the main reasons it's partly your fault. It was that one day in the studio that broke me.

*Flashback-Kendall's POV*

I stood with the other girls while Abby stood by the pyramid of our pictures, covered by pieces of paper. "Okay girls, to time for the pyramid. On the bottom," she ripped off the piece of paper, just to reveal my picture. "Kendall."

I just sighed.

"Kendall, you are getting lousier and lousier. You never point your feet anymore, your facial expressions are terrible, and EVERY OTHER GIRL here has a rightful place on this team, except you. You where worthless in the group dance, all you did was do turns in the back, and we didn't even need you in that dance. I feel as if you don't even care about being on this team. You are supposed to be one of my BEST dancers, but you are ending up to be one of my WORST.

I was shocked. Abby always went pretty far with her "constructive" criticism, but never this far. I felt tears well up in my eyes, and I bit my lip to keep from crying. Don't act like a baby, Kendall. You should be used to this! I thought.

Abby went through the rest of the pyramid, but not being as harsh to the other girls as she was to me. I didn't understand. Why was she like this to me? Doesn't she know that I have feelings? I'm human too, you know.

*End of Flashback*

So now you know what Abby's worst words were to me. Thanks a lot, Abby.

~Kendall K Vertes

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~Kat