All Your Fault (Dance Moms)

Chapter 2~The Rules

I gasped, and my hand flew to my mouth. How had I not realized it before? This is probably Kendall's old notebook!But...why would Jill send me Kendall's notebook?

I looked at the front cover, not taking my eyes off of it. I realized that I could answer my own questions by simply opening it up and seeing for myself what was on the pages of the browning notebook.

Finally, after debating if I should go get food or read what was inside, I thought that reading the notebook would be a better option. I dragged my hand and flipped open the cover, to the first page.

It read:

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(A/N: if you want to know what it said,

read the very first update on this story. It is titled: I'm Sorry ~Kendall😋)

I read the last words on the page.

All. Your. Fault.

Hot tears were in my eyes. I wiped them away with the back of my hand, wondering what I did to Kendall.

I hesitated, but then flipped over to the next page of the spiral notebook, and read the title.

The Rules.

I read on.

Well, as you already know, I am dead. Committed suicide. As you are reading this, I am completely gone, never coming back. And I'm sorry. But I don't need to remind you that, do I? Because if you are reading this, I bet you read the first page of this book. And that means you know how sorry I really am for the people who actually cared about me.

Enough about that. Now let me tell you, I never really wanted to write any of this. I never really wanted to tell why I was...well...done with life. But here I am, writing about everything, I mean, everyONE, that broke me. So now you will be able to know what it was like to live in my hell. But before I tell you, there are some rules.

1. Don't make anyone feel bad about what they did. It may seem like a stupid thing to say, but they don't need so much pressure on them.

2. Don't tell anyone about this notebook.

3. Whoever is reading this, when you are done with this, burn it. Even if you want to keep it. I don't care. Burn it.

Well, that's all the rules. Please follow them. If you want to read about my living hell, turn the page.

Love, Kendall

I finished reading the page. I wasn't sure what to do. Did I want to read about who hurt her, or just forget about it and let it fade with the rest of the memories of Kendall? I was about to turn to the next page, but someone barged into my room.

"Maddie, get ready for dance. Today is our first day back," Kenzie said to me.

I sighed, not wanting to go. But I nodded my head, pushing that feeling aside.

Sorry for such a short update! But OMG! 16 reads already! Thank you so much! ily😘 anyway 1 comment or 1 vote for more!

~Kat