The heart wants what it wants (One Direction)

Chapter 20

I threw the phone against the wall and ran as fast as I could. I bolted through the door and ran outside, my feet hit the pavement, I was barefoot, but that didn’t stop me. I ran all the way to this park, it was huge. I found myself on a rock in the middle of this garden; nobody was here so I let all my feelings come out. Anger, hurt, sadness, and much, much more came out. It was pitch black out and I was shivering, I walked out of the garden and out on the pavement. I realized, I had no clue how to get back, what time it was, and no way to call anybody. I’M SO STUPID! HOW COULD I BE SO STUPID! I sat down on the pavement, trying to remember where to go. I was blinded by a bright light.

“ROSE! OH MY GOD ROSE WE FOUND YOU!” I recognized that voice, it was Harry. I jumped up and ran to him, I nuzzled my head in his chest. “Don’t ever scare me like that again!” I nodded and got into the car, I cuddled with Harry, and I soon fell asleep. A little while later I felt myself being carried to somewhere, I clung to their shirt and soon I was lying in bed with arms around my waist. They were warm and I snuggled closer to him, it felt nice.

I woke up alone, I was freezing. Why is it so cold? I looked around and saw the window open. I dragged myself over to the window and shut it, I walked over and put on one of Harry’s  sweatshirts and a pair of his sweatpants. I walked into the bathroom and threw my hair up into a messy bun and brushed my teeth. I looked into the mirror, I looked awful. My eyes were puffy and makeup running everywhere. I threw water on my face and rubbed it a bit, once I looked a little decent I walked out of the bathroom and into the living room. Harry sat there with his hands in his head sobbing. I walked over to him and pulled him to me.

“Harry? What’s wrong?”

“E-e-evie.” He sobbed even harder and buried his head in my chest.

“What about her?” He pointed to his phone and I picked it up, on the screen it read,

Harry, it’s Evie, I just wanted to let you know that this will be the last time I will be speaking to you and everybody else. I’m really sorry, but I am leaving. I’m sick of school. I’m sick of getting bullied. I’m so sorry Harry that I couldn’t talk to you, I only told you goodbye because I love you the most. Good luck with the tour and don’t forget our promise. Bye bro… Again I'm really sorry, I'll miss you the most. xx

She got bullied? Did Harry know? Why didn't she tell anybody? Or did she? Did she ever tell me? Why would she get bullied? She is sweet and kind and the nicest girl I've ever met. I mean we all get some hate, but why did she get it that bad? I quickly called Harry’s mom and told her everything. I heard the line go dead and I called all her friends to see if they could look for her. I cuddled with Harry and played with his hair. Tears rolled down my cheek, Evie was always so sweet and we always used to have girls day, but now I ju-. I got cut off by a ringing of a cellphone.

“Hello?”

“Rose! We found her! It’s all thanks to you, she was going to cut and we caught her just in time! Thank you so much Rose! Thank you…”

“Oh my god! I didn’t know it was that bad!”

“I guess it was, but now she is good and well.”

“Thank you, I’ll tell Harry.”

“Bye.” The line went dead and a huge wave of relief washed over me.

“Harry?” He looked up at me, his eyes still watering; I wiped the tears away with my thumb and smiled at him. “She’s okay. They found her, they saved her.” He stopped crying and engulfed me in a hug.

“Thank you. Without you, she would be dead right now. I love you Rose, never forget that. Okay?” I nodded my head and leaned in to kiss him.

“I love you too Harry.” I felt him smile through the kiss. I heard a knock on the door and jumped. Harry chuckled at me and opened the door, all the boys came barging in, then came El and Dani. They all looked mad, but why?

~Evie's P.O.V~

I didn't want to go to school, but I had too. Today was the last day of finals, hopefully Lexi is in today. I threw on my uniform, did my hair and brushed my teeth. Another day in paradise, YA RIGHT! I grabbed my bag and an apple and ran out the door. When I got to school I walked right to my locker and got everything I needed and walked to my first class. I was surprised I didn't get pushed or tripped or anything. I walked to the back of the class and sat down. I grabbed my notebook and opened it to a blank page. I started doodling and heared somebody clear their throat. I didn't look, becuase I really didn't care who it was and what the wanted.

"You're in my seat." Somebody hissed at me, I just shrugged my shoulders and continued doodling. " I said, YOU'RE IN MY SEAT!" All of the sudden the desk was across the room and I was sprawled across the floor.

"Next time listen!" With that Missy, as she was called, gave me a clean smack across the face. I got up and punched her straight in the jaw, all the sudden I was in a fight with five girls. They were clawing at me and kicking me, what little girls! I knocked four out and had one left, I gave her a clean punh in the jaw, I heard a crack as she fall to the floor. I ran over to my stuff and grabbed my notebook, running out of the room. I got tripped four times on my way to the bathroom. I ran and locked myself in a stall and started to look through my notebook. All the sudden the locker door busts open and I'm pulled out and start getting punched. Everything went blurry, then black. I lay on the cold bathroom floor covered in blood, I slowly got up and grabbed my notebook. I ran as fast as I could to my locker, grabbed my phone then ran out of school and home. I was done, I'm going to end it. I had to text Harry first though, I ran upstairs and to the bathroom.

To: Harry

Harry, it’s Evie, I just wanted to let you know that this will be the last time I will be speaking to you and everybody else. I’m really sorry, but I am leaving. I’m sick of school. I’m sick of getting bullied. I’m so sorry Harry that I couldn’t talk to you, I only told you goodbye because I love you the most. Good luck with the tour and don’t forget our promise. Bye bro… Again I'm really sorry, I'll miss you the most. xx

I sent the message and grabbed the blade that I kept under the sink, I had used it before, but this time, I was scared. I didn't want to do it, but I did. I don't know, I brought it to my skin about to cut when my mum stopped me. Should I stop becuase she's here? Or just end it right now? She ran over to me and threw the knife across the room before pulling me up to her chest and sobbing. I can't believe I just did that.

~A/N~ I used Evie's name instead of Gemma. I know that he doesn't have a sister named Evie. Thanks for reading!! There was a change of plans, I won't be able to upload today, Friday, becuase I will be gone all day. I might upload Saturday, but expect a HUGE upload on Sunday.

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