The heart wants what it wants (One Direction)

Chapter 22

~After the concert~

~Rose’s P.O.V~

“THANK YOU GUYS! YOU HAVE BEEN AMAZING!” Liam screamed into the microphone, everybody screamed as the boys ran out. My wrist still hurts and I still have a migraine, it hurts really badly.

“You guys did great!” El and Dani said to the guys and ran to give them hugs. I nodded and hugged them all, I think Harry noticed something wrong, but didn’t say anything. We all sat on the couch and talked for a while, I didn’t say anything. I shifted in my seat uncomfortably; I could feel tons of pairs of eyes on me.

“Ok guys, you can go to your hotel now. Don’t forget we leave tomorrow morning, so pack.” We all got up and got into the van. When we arrived at the hotel Harry grabbed my arm and pulled me up to the hotel room.

“Ok? What’s wrong?” I sighed and pulled the gauze off my wrist carefully, I could feel him staring at my wrist. I heard a gasp and looked up to see Harry holding his hand to his mouth. “W-what d-did you d-do?” He managed to gasp out.

“I…” I couldn’t finish and started to sob into my hands. Harry quickly ran over and brought me to the couch.

“You didn’t cut did you?” I sobbed even more than before. “Oh Rose! Why would you do that!?”

“Everything hurt… I had pain everywhere…I had a migraine and the screaming and everything made it worse, I couldn’t feel my hands and my stomach hurt!”

“Rose? Why didn’t you just tell us?”

“You guys were so excited about the concert and I didn’t want you too be worried.”

“ROSE!” He stood up and started flailing his arms. “YOU’RE MORE IMPORTANT THAN A BLOODY CONCERT!”

“I WANTED YOU GUYS TO HAVE FUN! NOT WASTE YOUR TIME WORRYING ABOUT ME BECAUSE I’M NOT WORTH IT!” With that I trudged to the door and walked out slamming it behind me. I heard Harry scream my name a couple times, but I ignored him. Everybody was outside the door and tried to look like they haven’t been listening. I walked outside and started walking to who knows where, all I know is I wanted to be alone. I walked to the nearest Starbuck’s; I ordered a hot chocolate and sat down in the back, where nobody could see me. After about an hour I decided I should head back. I walked out of Starbuck’s and started walking towards the hotel. I got to the hotel room and used my key to open it, I walked inside, and nobody was there. I grabbed my phone and called Eleanor.

“Hello? Rose?”

“Ya… it’s me.”

“Where are you?”

“Back at my room… Where are you guys?”

“Well, you were gone for a while so we all set out to look for you… Harry thought you went home, he’s really sorry Rose… he really is.”

“I know Eleanor, its okay… I deserved it.”

“We are going to round up everybody then meet you at the room. Stay there!”

“Okay, I will. See you soon.” Before the line went dead I heard a lot of screaming, it kind of sounded like ‘Rose! I found her! She’s at the-‘I chuckled to myself and went into my room to pack; once everything was packed I heard a knock on the door. I opened it and was tackled in hugs.

“Where’s Harry?”

“He isn’t here?”

“No?”

“Who called him?” Nobody answered. I grabbed my phone and called Harry.

“Hello?”

“Harry? It’s Rose, I’m back at the hotel with everybody else.”

“Okay, I’ll be there in a couple minutes. I’m sorry about getting mad Rose; it’s just if I lose you I don’t know what I’ll do.” A tear slide down my cheek, he cared that much! 

“I’ll see you here, and we will talk then. Love you Harry.”

“Love you too.” Then the line went dead and I set the phone down.

“Rose?”

“Yes Niall?”

“Why?” I didn’t answer, I knew they were listening, but probably didn’t hear why.  Just then Harry walked in; I ran up to him and jumped into his open arms. He held me close and I nuzzled into his chest.

He leaned down so he could whisper in my ear. “Don’t ever do that again babe! You scared me!” I nodded and hugged him tighter. I finally let go and grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the couch. He sat down and pulled me into his lap.

“Okay everybody. Do you really want to know what happened?” I was kinda uneasy about telling them, but it had to be done. I unwrapped the gauze and held out my wrist closing my eyes. I heard tons of gasps and felt somebody grab right above the cut.

“Rose? Why?” it was Liam who had grabbed my cut and looked it over, he looked up waiting for an answer.

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