youth | bts

06 | award show

the stylist finished the last of my hair, straightening it, keeping it as simple as possible. my outfit simple as well, a black dress, with shoulder cutouts and a turtle neck, paired with a rose gold band around my stomach.

i slipped on my heels and took a deep breath. "ready?" jungkook asked, fixing the buttons on his suit. i nodded and smiled weakly.

"i guess so." i mumbled and took a swig of water.

"bts, red carpet, two minutes!" a staff member yelled, making everyone jump.

i looked into the mirror and nodded, "i'll look be fine. don't worry. they can't hate me that much-"

"they won't hate you. stop stressing." namjoon hummed and smiled into the mirror. "alright?"

i nodded and smiled over at him "yeah."

"time to go." taehyung said so everyone could hear. we all lined up by age. jin was first and i was last.

"wait a few moments then come out okay?" sohee said, patting my head softly.

when the boys walked out the screams were unreal. i stood at the door and rubbed my hands together.

"oppa!"

"jungkook-ah!"

"suga look over here!"

"namjoon show your dimples!"

they all looked over at my direction and nodded, i opened the door and walked out, taking a few long strides, trying my hardest not to miss a step and break my ass infront of the paps.

"who is she?"

"security!"

"who the hell are you?"

namjoon was handed a large square of taped microphones, he held them on both of his hands, "please, i just need a few moments of silence."

and instantly the talking stopped, the flashes stopped, all of the attention was on us.

"i'm sure you're wondering who she is." he laughed softly and nodded his head over at me, "this is ani. our newest member. you heard it right, she will be joining our group, please treat her the same as you would treat us." he smiled brightly and looked over at me.

i bowed and waved shyly, "hello." i said, without the microphone. quickly, the pictures resumed, i stood next to jungkook and looked towards the middle of the cameras, smiling softly.

after a few more minutes we were told to walk off and into the building where the award show would be held.

we all walked together over to our seats in the idol section. i smiled when the screams of the fans behind us started. i stayed facing forward, not wanting to reveal too much yet.

"yes, she's our new maknae. ani. yeah of course, ani?" tae called, i leaned forward and looked over at him, my legs crossed and my hands ontop of my lap.

"hm?"

"this is baekhyun, of exo. i'm sure you know who he is." he laughed softly, baekhyun stood up and bowed, i did the same and smiled.

"ah hello." i said, loud enough for him to hear.

"so how are the boys treating you? not too badly?"

i shook my head, "no they're not too bad." i laughed and shook my head. "no, but they're really great." i hummed and patted taehyung's shoulder, nodding.

"i'm the best." tae added, crossing his arms.

i smiled and moved back into my seat once the opening performance started. monsta x with their newest song, 'dramarama'

"come on ani! get loose!" jimin yelled and laughed loudly, moving his shoulders and arms with the music.

i shook my head and put my hands up.

"if you don't start dancing right now i will.."

"you will?"

"i don't know, start moving!" he nodded and grabbed my hand, making me do the same as him.

i looked over at namjoon and jungkook who were singing along, making the oddest faces. "dramarama!" they both yelled at the top of their lungs.

the whole song i sang along and danced with the music, moving my head slightly, once it ended i smiled and pushed my hair out of my face.

"hey, you guys are up next." a manager said, kneeling down infront of us.

we all stood up and followed him backstage. we quickly changed into our clothes, some colorful and vibrant outfits matching the title song, 'dna'

i ran over my lyrics and the dance quietly to myself, my heart beating faster than it ever had before.

"up next, bts!"