Oh Honey ✔

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There's people that you meet, and you end up loving them. And you dont know why you love this person. You can't help it.

I guess he was one of those people. One of those that make you have butterflies in your stomach each time they say a dumb joke or just when they smile. And then after you swear you're over this 'crush', he pours more caterpillars in to your drink and you end up having more butterflies.

I guess that's what happened to me. And it's honestly so hard to explain these feelings, because you're not completely sure of them yourself.

Well let me tell you something that your heart will deny; its not love.

I can't even convince myself of that. I'm still here telling myself that I'm in love. Maybe? Maybe its love?

I don't know. Because he's not here. He's not here so I can't actually know.

I'm not even sure why I'm writing this. I guess it's to throw my thoughts and feelings out there.

Its dumb really.

I'm dumb.

Really.