But what if I don't pass my driving test
What if when I open my bank account, I fuck up
What if i dont get a phone I like
What if I chose a really crappy phone plan
What if I don't get my GED
What if I dont get a job
What if I never finish that book I'm working on
What if I never learn to use watercolor paint
What if I forget how to write poetry
What if I never lose weight
What if I never Change
What if I never stop being so loud
What if I never do what my mind tells me to
What if I never achieve my goals
What if I never get a car
What if I never get to move out
What if I never become spiritual
What if I never have a good relationship with God
What if I learn how to play guitar
What if I never learn how to cook
What if I never become great at gardening
What if I dont become a nicer person
What if I'm no longer good with kids
What if I'm still indecisive about things
What if I still love him
What if I give up because i feel like i cant do anything
What if I don't listen to my thoughts telling me it's possible
What if I just listen to people
What if I belive what people say
What if it's true
What if I really am useless
What if I actually do have anger issues
What if I actually can't change
What if this is the way I am
What if that's not true
What if the earth is actually flat but we're stupid and we think its sphere
What if all the stars are dead and the stars we see now is from the past
What if no one ever loves me for who I am
What if god doesn't forgive me
What if I'm too scared to pray to God
What if my conscious hurts when I try to pray
What if I can't because I feel like i cant actually say anything
What if my thoughts are too tangled up
What if my plans for the future are wrong
What if I'm doing everything wrong
What if we were meant to be together
What if we weren't
What if I'm the only one whos in love
What if I'm not
What if this isnt love
But what if it is
What if i lie again
What if I don't
What if no one trusts me anymore
What if I never gain anyone's trust again
What if
What if it all goes wrong
But what even is wrong?
What if I don't get over him
But what if I do
What if he loves me
What if he doesn't
What if I die tonight
What if I die tomorrow
What if never make it anywhere
What if I die and never get the chance to have a good relationship with God
What if my thoughts are always flooded with jsjsjdjdhdhsjsjsjdhs
What if I never stop thinking of him
What if I do
What if
What if
Ughhhh
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Oh Honey ✔
Puisi"I just want to love myself" [In which a girl tries to discover who she is, and learns embrace it ] ( Basically rants & random stuff)
