"what's up with you lately?" i heard you ask, and i turn to look at you. you were finally away from your girlfriend, but it was only because you guys weren't in the same class. "you look a little dead." you joked with a laugh. i smiled a bit, not really feeling like laughing."oh, i'm fine. just tired 's'all." i reassured you. you accepted this with a nod, before walking to your seat. i took my seat, which wasn't near yours.
i wish i could tell you it was because i stayed up for hours on end, thinking about you. i wish i could tell you it was because sleep didn't come easy anymore, because your face was always there when i closed my eyes. i wish i could tell you it was because i loved you.
i almost did say that, but i stopped at the last second. i told you i was fine, when i wasn't really fine.
so here we are, me with a half broken heart, while the other half was still completely in love with you.
see my problem?
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my dearest kazuya || miyuki kazuya
Fanfictionmy dearest kazuya, you know, my mother once told me, the only people up at two a.m are in love, or are heart broken. is it possible for me to be both? [ #1 in 'kazuya' 10/2/18 ] book one in the 'my dearest' series