"i really like you. i'd love it if you became my girlfriend!" Shirasu said to me, bowing down. i was shocked, and i didn't reply for a moment. he looked up at me hopefully, and my heart broke a little for him.
"um, uh, i'm really sorry, but uh, i'm gonna have to turn you down," i stuttered out, and he looked down at his feet, a little angrily if i do say so myself.
"of course you do. it's because of him, isn't it?" he said, and i frowned. "you're in love with Miyuki, aren't you? of course you are. i've seen the way you look at him. but he doesn't look at you like that."
i nodded my head sadly, and he shook his own. "you've never looked at me like that. i don't know why i got my hopes up," he says quietly, before leaving me alone.
of course i had to turn him down. what right did i have to date someone like him, someone so good, when i was hung up on someone who would never like me back? it wouldn't be fair on Shirasu if i dated him while i'm in love with Miyuki. i turned away a good guy for someone who doesn't think twice about me.
but that's who i am and there's no changing that.
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my dearest kazuya || miyuki kazuya
Fanficmy dearest kazuya, you know, my mother once told me, the only people up at two a.m are in love, or are heart broken. is it possible for me to be both? [ #1 in 'kazuya' 10/2/18 ] book one in the 'my dearest' series
