my dearest kazuya || miyuki kazuya

eleven

m o n d a y

dear Kazuya,

i've started writing a script of what i'm going to say to you. when i finish, i'm going to memorize it so i can just repeat it to you like i've been doing to my mirror with the already started part.

i'm nervous as well as excited. i'll finally be able to get this off my chest, but it may shatter our friendship beyond repair. i'm willing to risk it. if it works out, great! if you ask me out, although it's highly doubtful, i'll probably turn you down because you already have a girlfriend.

the more likely conclusion, if you turn me down, i'll accept that. sure, i'll cry my eyes out but who wouldn't? i'll get over it and we can go back to normal the next day. of course, it may be awkward between us, but i'll try my best to make it as comfortable as possible.

i'm really trying with this, so i'm hoping it doesn't go to waste, but i'm almost positive it will.

sincerely,
a love struck girl who is becoming better and better at hiding her true feelings