dear Kazu,
you know, the words best, friend, and almost kills me daily. you call me your best friend, and it makes me want to cry. i want to be more then your best friend. i want to be the girl you look at like i'm the most perfect girl in the world. but i'm not, and that also kills me daily.
the word almost kills me because you were and are an almost. i almost told you i loved you. you almost knew. you were almost mine. well, actually, i can't say that. because i don't know if you would have been mine if i confessed to you.
but i like to hope you would have been, even if i know it's probably not true.
sincerely,
a girl who is stuck hoping
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my dearest kazuya || miyuki kazuya
Fanficmy dearest kazuya, you know, my mother once told me, the only people up at two a.m are in love, or are heart broken. is it possible for me to be both? [ #1 in 'kazuya' 10/2/18 ] book one in the 'my dearest' series
