Calming my emotions

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Carla pulled me into the toilets beside us, smiling widely as she held both my hands in hers
C:I'm not supposed to tell you this, but I just had too
I shook my head laughing slightly
K:What's up?
I smirked intriguingly, brushing a small section of my light brown waves behind my ear
C:I was speaking to Harrison earlier and I'm pretty sure he likes you
K:Really?
I widened my eyes as my emotions sunk as well as my heart, Harrison seemed lovely, but recently the only person I could think about was tom, and I was a little disappointed that he didn't seem to feel the same way as I did

C:Honestly Kay, he wouldn't stop boasting about you I couldn't even get a word out!
K:But we've hardly spoken
C:I think you should... you two would be amazing together
She seemed to be acting a little pushy as she practically begged for the whole me and Harrison situation, I could tell something was on her mind

K:What's wrong?
I shook my head smirking slightly as she covered her face calming down the redness of her cheeks
K:This isn't about me and Harrison, is it?
She didn't reply as I tried to pull her hands from her eyes, she smiled slightly biting down on her lip as I crossed my arms together
C:Alright fine, I... I like tom

I raised my eyebrows not knowing what to say as I stood back from my position, it's not that I didn't see it coming, cause I did, I was just hoping the words wouldn't fly out of her mouth so easily

C:What? Has he said something to you?
K:No, no it's just...
C:It's just what...
I hesitated on my words sighing as something inside of me wouldn't let me speak my feelings out to her, or to anyone
K:Nothing

I shrugged it off as she gave me a sigh of relief as this secret of hers was clearly one she had kept from everyone for a long time
C:Anyway, what should I do about it, should I tell him?
Once again I didn't know what to say, I wanted her to be happy as well as him, but I don't think I could deal with the jealously of someone else especially my best friend being with the man I secretly loved
C:Is that a bad idea? Oh or maybe you could talk to him!?
K:Oh, I don't know
I laughed lightly struggling to cover up how I really felt

C:Please Kay... just to see how he feels about me it would mean a lot
I sighed leaving a long pause on our conversation before agreeing, I guess it wouldn't hurt just to ask him about it...

A few hours later*

I arrived back on set, already exhausted as I rubbed my eyes with my palms yawing as I saw Tom daydreaming from a distance. Remembering what Carla asked me about earlier, i breathed out heavily heading towards him as he flicked through his script smiling as soon as he saw me approach him

T:There she is
I laughed as he pulled me in for a light hug
K:I made it!
T:I was wondering where you were Tony was worried you'd be late
K:Never
He smiled as his vision went down towards the floor, the dark coloured hoodie he was wearing moving slowly to the sound of the wind blowing over us
K:So Uh, did you drop Carla home?
T:Oh, yeah she didn't feel like coming on set for the rest of the day, I don't blame her I'm absolutely shattered!
K:Tell me about it
I yawned at his words swallowing hardly

K:About Carla...
He looked up at me, positioning his eyes a little smaller as he held his fingers on the papers in front of him
K:How do you feel about her?
T:What do you mean?
K:You know, I mean you guys are friends right?
T:Yeah, yeah I guess we've uh, we've hung out a couple times... why?
K:Oh I was just wondering
I nodded as he copied my actions

T:Has she said anything to you, about me?
I chocked on my words looking up at the reflection of him shining in the windows beside us
K:Would you be happy if she did?
T:I mean, I guess...there was this other girl though
K:Other girl?
T:Yeah, but I don't think she likes me
I crossed my eyebrows at his words
K:Whys that?
T:Well, she just doesn't show me any signs you know
K:Well I'm sure she probably does
T:Really?
K:Yeah, I mean your Spider-Man
He laughed loudly
T:Hey that's my line!

there was this other girl though K:Other girl? T:Yeah, but I don't think she likes me I crossed my eyebrows at his words K:Whys that? T:Well, she just doesn't show me any signs you know K:Well I'm sure she probably doesT:Really?K:Yeah, I mean your...

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We locked eyes for a moment, my brain travelling in full function as the connection lasted for a sudden second, but it seemed to feel like forever
T:I should Uh, I should probably get back to tony
I laughed lightly
K:Yeah I should Uh...
I pointed in the opposite direction as he smiled lightly
T:Thanks for the advice... I think I'll give Carla a call

I nodded slowly as he drifted away, I felt stupid as I watched his every movement, Realisation hitting my mind as the sudden emotions rushed to my eyes. Why did he make me feel like this? I sighed lifting my Adidas jacket from the chair below me, I just needed a moment alone to calm my thoughts...

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