Friday blues

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It's always on a Friday,
A Friday after school,
When I'm trying to relax,
And pretending that I'm cool.

I look on social media,
Scrolling through my timeline,
Then a message gets sent from a friend,
That I have to read three times.

Another name to add,
To my list of fake friends,
I thought that you were real,
But I guess it was all pretend.

You run your mouth about me,
You'll say everything but the truth,
Your saying all this crap and you don't even have the proof.

I'm done with you for good this time,
You think that I don't know,
You're just trying to drag me down,
To where the days are slow,
To where I struggle to breathe.
Self-hate starts creeping over me,
It's like a rain filled cloud,
The droplets thick and they won't stop,
Until they hit the ground.

The Pain that I've just gone through,
The pain that's always there,
Stays in the hole at the bottom of my heart,
Until I'm numb and I don't care.

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