Glass Hearts. (KELLIC) Sequel to I Can Save You.

14.

VIC'S POV**

I've been with Tony for a year now. It's been a lot of fun and I do love him I guess, I just can't shake the feeling that something's missing though. We've got chemistry I just don't think it's enough to keep this relationship going. I sighed and rolled out of bed making a slight thud on the floor, causing Tony to stir in his sleep. Please don't wake up, I thought to myself. Today was going to be stressful enough. Yeah, I know that sounds really bad considering he's my boyfriend..

We were touring today with a few other bands. Apparently a band called Sleeping with Sirens managed to get onto the tour with us and I love meeting new people, so this was going to be a great experience. I had a quick shower and got dressed then tiptoed down the stairs, it was still pretty early and I didn't want to wake the guys up so early if they didn't have to get up.

I sat downstairs eating breakfast and watching some random programme that was on when an unusually happy Mike came bouncing into the spacious kitchen.

"Hey Viccy!" he exclaimed.

"Hey Mikey" I chuckled. "What's got you in such a good mood?"

"We're touring soon and I'm just in such a great mood." he smiled widely at me.

I just laughed it off as he went bouncing off somewhere else.

It was about half past 10 when everyone had loaded their things onto the surprisingly spacious bus. Once we were sure we had everything, we hit the road. I have a feeling this tour is going to be extra special.

The good thing was the guys are all friends again, and what happened a year ago is in the past and forgotten, which was great.  It was nice not having to watch what you say around them.

The journey to the venue was pretty uneventful, but it was relaxing and a lot of fun.

we finally arrived at the venue a few hours later, there was a lot of people lined up waiting to get inside.

Inside, backstage there was a lot of crew members running about mad, band members getting ready to go onto the stage and perform.  The atmosphere was amazing, really. I couldn't picture myself doing anything else.

A little while after some guy with a clipboard told us that we were on stage after the band Sleeping with Sirens. I quickly nodded and walked to the back passage, where other bands can watch whoever was on stage from a safe distance away from the crowd, you know so we don't get screaming fans all around us. I laughed a little at that thought, I love the fans honestly I do. Sometimes they are just a little too much to deal with though, especially after a night of heavy drinking!

"I suddenly don't think I can do this anymore."

I heard a voice -that sounded vaguely familiar- say.

I decided to try and give the stranger some words of wisdom but all I could come up with was "Stage fright?, don't worry it'll pass." I mentally kicked myself for saying it to be honest.

The stranger froze, thats a little weird isn't it? or is it? I don't know.

He slowly turned around and that's when I realised he wasn't a stranger, he was the loving, kind, gorgeous boy I fell in love with 4 years ago. My heart sped up and I had to fight to hold back the tears that threatened to fall. Kellin was here.

he didn't stay around long, once he saw me he ran for the stage with the crowd chanting 'Sleeping With Sirens.'

I ran back to where the guys where sitting, laughing and joking with each other.

"What's wrong baby?" Tony asked as he tried to grab my hand.

I flinched away from him and muttered a 'nothing'. I turned to Mikey, "I Need to talk you, Now." I spoke quickly and quietly.

"yeah sure, bro." Mike said and flashed his best smile at me.

We quickly left the room but not before me earning hurt filled glances from Tony.

As soon as we got outside Mikey dropped the smile and his expression turned serious."Sup, Vic?" his words laced with concern.

"K-Kellins here." I choked out, in between sobs.

Mikey looked deep in thought, and then he pulled my into a hug. I needed it, and I know it sounds bad but Mikey knew I still had feelings for Kellin, of course I did. Kellin was my first love. He means everything to me. Tony? I do love Tony, I guess I'm just not in love with him.

This sucks, I hate feelings.

We finished our conversation and headed back to the others, we're on in a few minutes anyway. Before I could get onto the stage, Tony pulled me back.

"What's up?" his words were a lot colder this time and that annoyed me.

"Nothing, I told you." I shot back.

we headed onto the stage and had a kick ass show.