This Is Me (Demi Lovato Fanfic)

Chapter 14

*Drakan's Pov*

I get to my apartment and I can't help but feel like crap cause I'm practically leading Demi on which isn't my style. I am going to invite her over so we can talk more cause this isn't right. I finally have a brace on my knee so I can walk but I can't put too much pressure on it or it hurts like hell.

"Hey do you want to come over so we can talk?" I texted her.

"Yeah sure. Be there in a minute." She texted back.

"Okay, I will see you then."

So she's coming over which is good cause we need to solve this. I hear a knock on the door and of course it's when I just get out of the shower in my bra and panties!

"Hey.." I said.

"Hi.. why are you half naked?" She asked.

"I just got out of the shower, sorry."

"No, don't be. You always turned me on when you were in your bra and panties.."

I start to blush and she notices it.

"So what do you want to talk about?" She asked.

"Me and us."

"Okay, so.. what about you and us?"

"I know it was hard for you yesterday and I'm sorry it has to be this way. I really am sorry." I said.

"When are you going to stop apologizing?" She asked.

"When I stop feeling bad."

"I have a plan.." She said then smiled.

"Yeah, what's that?" She starts kissing me and I want to stop but I can't! I don't know how we are going to do this.

*Tina's Pov*

Ever since my mom and Harry went to the doctors, Harry is so happy and is like taking care of me. And I'm not even that far into my pregnancy yet. I know I'm just a Senior but I want him to ask me if I will marry him. The year is almost over anyways. I mean, it wouldn't be a bad thing.

Drakan is doing way better which is good but her and Demi on the other hand.. I don't know. I mean it's none of my business but Demi worships the ground Drakan walks on. I just don't know why Drakan can't see how much she loves her. I guess I'll have to get it through to her.

*Demi's Pov*

So here I am laying in Drakan's bed and I came over so this will happen but she doesn't have to know that. I wish she could see that I know I made a mistake. I mean, everybody makes mistakes. But it just seems like she's doing this to make me suffer, to make me beg for her. I have my ways of getting what I want and the thing I want most is her! Shit.. I just made us have sex. I know Drakan's weak spots and one of those are sex. She loves having sex, now of course with you know who!

"Why is every time we are together we always have sex?" Drakan asked me.

"Maybe it's a sign that we need to be together Drakan." I said.

"Maybe it is, maybe it isn't. But I honestly feel different when I'm with you. I feel complete, ya know?" She said.

"Yeah.. I do know. I feel the same way. But you choose to be subborn and choose for us not to be together!" I said.

"I know, okay? I can't help it that I'm subborn! Stop pointing out my flaws please." Drakan said, getting defensive.

"Okay.. I will. I am just joking. So I have a question... are we together or not? Cause I can't keep doing this every time we are together. I ask you the same question wanting to hear you say yes but you never do." I spilled.

"I know it seems like I'm leading you on, but that's not what I'm trying to do Demi. I do love you and I do want to be with you. But like I said, I have to take care of myself." She said once again.

"I already told you, I will help you! Why can't you understand that? So I'm going to ask you again, are we together or not?!" I said.

*Drakan's POV*

I think about it for a second and actually.. maybe she is right. Maybe she can help me with all of this. When I'm with her, I am happy. When I'm not with her, I'm depressed. But I'm not ready.

"Okay I made up my mind."

"And what is your answer?"

"I would love to be your girlfriend again, but I can't, Demi. I think it's better if we don't see each other for a while." I finally said.

"Okay, have it your way. But if I leave now, Drakan, we are through. We aren't ever getting back together!"

"Demi, I can't do this everytime we are together. Something always happens, and I have to take care of myself. Why can't you understand that?!" I said.

"I do! I hear you loud and clear! We are through, so don't fucking talk to me ever again!" She yells and storms out of the apartment. Now I know it's the end.