This Is Me (Demi Lovato Fanfic)

Chapter 22

*Drakan's Pov*

"Why the fuck are you here?! How did you know mom died?!" I yelled. I was just in a mix of emotions.

"I told her if she ever needed anything to text me since she has my number.." He said looking down.

"I don't give a fuck! What did she say to you?"

"She texted and told me she was going to take pills and she said goodbye and that she loved me."

"Oh, bullshit! She never loved you! You know why, cause you left me- I mean us, and you never came back.. Why?" I started to yell but then it formed into a whisper.

"I didn't leave, she made me leave. She said that I was a bad father and I didn't deserve to be with you guys." He said and I can't believe him.

"You're lying! You left and you didn't come back! She had to raise me on her own!"

"She told you that I left so you wouldn't come look for me.. okay? We lied to you Drakan! We didn't want to cause anymore stress on you. You know when you got that check every month, that it was from me. I gave her money cause I knew it would be hard for her!"

"I don't believe you.. Leave. Just get out of here, now! Just leave, okay? Please." I can't handle anymore weight on my shoulders at this point. Did my mom really lie to me about everything? I don't even know anymore..

*Demi's Pov*

We finally get home and we go straight to bed cause it's like 3 o'clock in the morning. Tina told me to watch Drakan cause she might do something stupid like try and cut herself. She finally went to sleep so I go and hide all the razors and everything just in case. I go lay back down and she is sitting up; I hope she didn't see me.

"Just tell me the truth, okay Demi? Do you and Austin have something going on between you two?"

"You want me to be honest? Okay. Me and that little dick head Austin don't have a thing, I swear. I love you, not him. Do you believe me?" I lied. And I feel terrible, but I've never been with a guy and he makes me feel amazing.

"I don't know what to believe anymore. But I do trust you.. Come cuddle with me." She said, clearly depressed. I go lay down in bed with her and she has never held me so tight. I almost couldn't breath, that's how tight she was holding me. Literally 3 seconds later, she fell right to sleep.

*Tina's Pov*

"Do you really think it's my fault and I'm stupid?"

"No, of course not. We were both pissed and sad in the heat of the moment and I'm so sorry, babe. It's not your fault. You know how I get when I'm angry sometimes. But I had an idea since I was really excited about our baby girl.." He said and I nodded. "I was thinking we could adopt?"

"It's okay and.. are you serious?" I said and couldn't help but smile.

"Yes, I am serious. I have already been talking to the adoption agency and they said we could have a baby in less than 3 weeks, which is really lucky." His dimples were prominent with his gorgeous smile on his face.

"Of course."

*Domino's Pov*

I can't believe Beau and my sister are together. She knew how much he meant to me and now I'm sitting in my room reading and all I can hear is them fucking. Honestly, I wish it was me but that's never going to happen. I told her every little detail about him, like every little one. She said that he was gross and that she didn't care about what I have to say anymore, but I guess she changed her mind and she in the other room banging him! She is screaming! She is so lucky mom and dad aren't home right now..

*Drakan's Pov*

Well we have to plan the funeral for my mom today and we are having the funeral tomorrow. I can't do this on my own so Demi and Tina help me. Thank god for them. Honestly with this going on, I don't know what I would do without them. I can barely go a minute without crying. Without them, I couldn't do it. We wouldn't even have a funeral.

We already picked the place, the church, and the casket. I have to say a few words about my mom and I am freaking out cause I can't even talk about her now without balling my eyes out, but I am going to see what I can do. This is for her, I have to.