"bren are you ready?"
"no i don't wanna go"
"you gotta, bren."
"i know"
"wanna get starbucks on the way? i won't be able to stay awake"
"fine"
*
"hour and a half left together?"
"yeah, I'm sorry bren."
"its okay. ry? i think I'm gonna come out to my mom"
"when?"
"in about an hour and a half. i want you to be there"
"of course."
*
"hey, mum"
"hello, brendon! is this Ryan?"
"yes, mum."
"hello."
"hey mum, i actually need to talk to you."
"whats up, brendon?"
"i dont want you to freak out or anything, and i feel like you really are. i don't want you to hate me or disown me."
"wouldn't do any of that, brendon . what is it?"
"I'm gay."
"Oh."
"and i really don't believe in a religion"
"Oh.. Okay."
"are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm just gonna need to let that sink in. i don't agree with what you're going through right now, but maybe you can grow out go it."
"thats not really how sexuality works..its like me liking a girl but its a guy. i find attraction to guys instead of girls, its not a phase, mum."
"i understand brendon. thank you Ryan for taking him for the weekend."
"you're welcome."
"ill let you two say goodbyes."*
"that went alright?"
"yeah. at lease she didnt kick me out. and if she brings that up, then i can figure something out"
"you're fifteen, i don't think she can do that."
"i know."
"i had fun, bren."
"i did too. I'm gonna miss you."
"I'm sorry for the whole ordeal with my dad"
"ryan, its okay."
"you need to get going, bren."
"yeah."
"brendon urie, i love you. ill see you soon."
"ryan ross, i love you too."
"ew that was to romantic"
"aGREED!"
"bye, brendon."
"mm"
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Fanfictionnew chat with: brendbin brendbin: holy shit pete the best thing just happened to me ryroy: this isn't pete t/w: depression/suicide/homophobia/verbal abuse complete* so many typos. I'm yet to completely edit this fan fiction. please pardon the typos...