Nicole's P.O.V.
I woke up in a familiar room, but it wasn't mine. I flashed back to last night, and then I remembered. I'm in Louis' bed...naked. I rolled over, expecting to see Lou. What I saw instead was empty sheets. Where did he go? I got up an slipped back into Lou's boxer shorts and the oversized Jack Wills t-shirt, and made my way to the kitchen.
"Nicole! You slept here last night?!" Harry said in between bites of his Curiously Cinnamon cereal (it was his favourite).
"Uhh...Yeah. I-I did.." I replied studdering a little. Where the hell was Louis?
"Are you okay Nicki? What happened last night between you two?" He could probably see the the nervousness on my face.
I went over everything that happened last night in my head. I felt guilty...like I should've went home before any of that even happened. Maybe last night was a mistake.
"Umm...uh...wait, have you seen Lou yet this morning?" I said, still confused on where he could possibly be.
"No...I assumed he was still in his room sleeping. He's not in there?" now Harry looked confused.
"Nope...." I had absolutely no clue where he could've gone.
"What did you guys do last night?!" He was getting aggitated now. He really wanted to know what me and Louis did last night. And I wanted to tell him...I was going to tel him, but I needed to find out where Louis was first.
"I'll tell you everything. I promise I will Haz, but I need to find Lou first." Harry understood, and on that note we both whipped out our Blackberries and started sending texts to Lou. We weren't getting any replies. So Harry tried calling him. He didn't pick up.
I ran back into Louis' bedroom to see if he forgot to take his phone with him, where ever it is that he went. I looked on the floor, on his nightstand, and then I walked over to his bed. I lifted the blue and white comforter, and I saw a folded up piece of paper. I picked it up and opened it. The note said:
Nicole, I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have done what we did last night. I had fun and all, don't get me wrong...but I shouldn't have taken advantage of you like that. I had a few drinks before you came over lastnight, and I guess I just wasn't thinking clearly. I hope I didn't lead you on, or give you the wrong idea about my feeliungs for you. If I did, then again I'll say I am so so sorry. It's just I'm sort of starting to see someone at the moment...and I don't want to ruin what could potentially become a relationship. I hope I didn't ruin our friendship, and I hope you can find it in yourself to forgive me. I'm at Liam, Niall, and Zayn's flat if you were wondering. I haven't told them about last night, and I don't plan on it. Please give me a call tomorrow.
Love, Tommo
I collapsed onto the bed. I burst into tears. I guess Harry heard my loud sobs, because within seconds he ran into the room to see what had happened.
"Nicole?! Nicole! What's wrong! Did he text you back??" He said frantically trying to get answers out of me. I slid the note out from under my hand, so it was visible for Harry to see. He picked up the note, and he started reading. I could see the anger in him rising as he neared the end of the note.
"What the fuck! I'm gonna kill him!" I have never seen Harry this angry before. It sort of frightened me.
"Harry, please don't hurt him! This is all my fault. I was stupid.." I said desperately trying to calm Harry down, while still letting out little sobs.
"Nicole this is in no way your fault! And I am going to kick his little ass! Now let's go into the kitchen. Tell me everything that happened last night, and don't leave ANYTHNG out."Now his tone was more demanding than angry. So I did as he said, and followed him into the kitchen, hoping he would calm down a little.
We both sat down at the table, and I told him everything that happened.
"Well, I got here at 9 o'clock and we ate dinner. Then we got into a water fight, we were both soaked so we changed and got washed up. Then we started watching P.S. I Love You, and of course by the end of the movie I was crying. Louis said it killed him to see me cry, and before knew it we were kissing. And he started taking my clothes off, and then well...you know, we..did it. After that I fell asleep, and woke up alone in his bed. It's my fault that this happened Hazza. I should've known that he wouldn't feel the same way back. I should've stopped before we went further than kissing. I should've just left. But I didn't...I was weak and I caved and just let it all happen. And now I feel humiliated." A felt a tear stream down my face. How the hell could I have let this happen?!
"Nicole, this isn't your fault what so ever, okay? It's Louis' fault for sending you mixed messages and taking advantage of you. He had no right to do what he did, especially if he knew he didn't feel the same way. And I'm going to kill him for doing this to you!" Harry was very angry now. I gave up trying to calm him down.
"But Harry, you read the note...he said he was drinking before I got there. He was drunk...he wasn't thinking straight. Lou completely broke me, yet I was standing there defending him. I still love him..
"Nicki, I was with him right up until before you came. He had exactly two drinks. He wasn't even tipsy, let alone drunk. He was thinking perfectly clear. So he was just being an asswhole. He knew exactly what he was doing. And I'm gonna call him out on it. He's not getting away with this." I knew he wasn't changing his mind, so I didn't even bother fighting back. Nor did I have the strength to do so.
Harry stayed with me for a little while longer, until I stopped crying. Then I decided it was time for me to go home. I just hope Harry doesn't do anything too drastic...
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