Blast From the Past

Unspoken Confession

After we left detention or whatever we had to go to the fourth class of the day. Already I hated this class cause guess who is here. That bitch Angelique, and guess who sat beside her. My man. MY MAN. Javier. OOOOO I hate her.

"OOOO gurl look!" I heard one of my friends say. "It's that hoe over there sitting beside Javier." As if I hadn't seen that already. I cut my eyes at her as to dismiss because I was already pissed off. I done had enough of this girl. Why she had to come here and mess things up for me already. Early in the year. I took a seat next to this girl name Asia in the back and just tuned everything and everyone out so I could brainstorm on how to get this bitch out my city. 

"What went on with you and that Tierra girl?" Javier inquired. "She thinks I cheated on her brother and that I'm set on ruining his life, but in actuality he cheated on me. Then he started rumors that I fucked the whole football team while I was with him and broke his heart and I was the blame to him losing his football scholarship and failing. Because I hurt him." I confessed. "Damn. That is some fucked up shit." Javier replied. "That really hurt me. I loved him with all my heart. I trusted him with everything and he really fucked me over. I gave him my love and he abused it. He's the reason I can't really trust anyone anymore." I stated. "Wow Angel. That ain't cool at all. Wait hold up. You talking about Orlando? When I see that nigga I have a few words for him. How he fuck over such a good girl? I wish I would. I'll shoot myself. You are too beautiful to be treated with such hate." Javier stated with anger. "No don't say anything. Just keep it between me and you, please." I pleaded. "I won't promise you anything. But I won't say anything for now. " He stated, turning to read the board for our assignment.

I sat in my seat just fuming with anger. I should have walked over there to sit beside him in the other empty seat when I walked in, but I didn't. So I got up to sharpen my pencil since he's sitting right by the pencil sharpner. "Hey Javi," I swooned. This nigga know he heard me. Guess he was too wrapped up in this girl strong ass aroma. It must be sickening him. SO I said it again a little louder, "HEY JAVIER." I bellowed. "The fuck y'all lookin' at?!" I excalimed to the students that had the nerve to look my way. "Some ratchet bitch hollering at the guy in front of her who doesn't seem interested in her conversation." It was that girl Asia. She had some nerve coming at me sideways. She better know who she's messing with. "She's telling the damn truth," That came out of Javier's mouth this time. "Javi, baby, why you acting like this? Stop causing a scence. People are staring." I beckoned. "Yea, staring at your goofy ass. Go back to your seat. You don't even have a pencil." He got snappy with me. Oh whatever have I done to upset my baby? "Wait, don't send her back. Keep her ass up there with you." Asia gone get these hands if she keep her shit up. 

"Ms. Johnson. Why aren't you seated? Have you went over the class regulations yet? I hope you have. You'll be the first to have a pop quiz on it. Come, stand by my desk." Of course Mrs. Jenkins would come in right when I'm about to set it off. "I think I'm good. I was just sharpening my pencil. I'll go take my seat now." I said with a smile. "No you weren't. You don't even have a pencil. At my desk or dentention for the rest of the day. Now." And I walked to the front to be humiliated in front of everyone.