Is It Me? (junshua One Shots)

4 - THURSDAY

Jun's pov

"He's here, i swear my whole damn life." I internally screamed. I was at a coffee shop to just complete my weekly routine.

There is a man or bo that u really like. Jisoo-hyung said he's name was Seungchol or S. Coups for short. Jisoo by the way is my best friend for like 7 years now. Since elementary school days, his step brother was Seungchol, so i think he's helping me to get some affection to my dongsaeng. Even though he is mu dongsaeng i rather call him ny HYUNG

A/n: let us just assume seungcheol is younger in this chapter. Thanks for considering and continue reading...

I am really confused why Jisoo-hyung is not happy, but every thursday i would drag him to the same coffee shop near the school just to spy or stalk to be less creepy. Wait that's also creepy.

"maybe he went to another coffee shop, maybe near the city or something." he said while not looking at me. I can tell his sad, but why?

"Hyung? Why are you sad? There is plenty of things to be happy."

"you wanna know why i am sad? It is freaking thursday." he said saracastically smiling. Why is he sad now? I know he said because it is Thursday, but why every other Thursdays he is happy as hell. Why now?

"I am bored, let us go somewhere else?"
I asked while being cautious enough.

"okay, how about i go home and you continue your creepy business with my brother." he said and stormed out of the store. I followed him out, but i came across soonyoung.

"what happened?" he asked while i decided not to follow him anymore i could just go to their house and talk about it, and then i could see cholie-hyung

"I really don't know anf he just stormed out. All i asked was why was he sad and that is about it." i reasoned and he offered me a sit.

"are you sure that is about it?" there is something with soonyoung's voice, as if he is in a secret that i am not into.

"actually no, i just asled wehere is his brother this thursday, it us just he is like he wasn't excited. Every thursday we come here to spy or i mean uhm to look for his brother and you know i have a 'thing for cholie-hyung'. It feels like he wasn't really in to this week while every other thursday he was the forst one to drag me to this shop." soonyoung nodded and the door of the shop flung open and the hip-hop team was exposed to the store with laughter and excessively hot. But for the first time i saw vholie hyung again it wasn't like the heaven i used to feel. Now it felt like the whole world shifted.

Not knowing u wss staring to seunchol he looked at me and smiled and blinked. Then he poked hansol's back and pointed at me. In this case i am shouting inside, it is not the attention and affection it is that i realized something. Something that i should have known 7 years from now. I looked back at soonyoung to find out that he is thinking what i am thinking.

I walked to the door, carrying my books and pens. As i reached the counter table a man said hi. I looked at him and saw it was the same man i was watching for the past 2 and a half years niw and i only said hello and stumped out of the store.

I could tell that seungchol wasmad or something for not staying just for a chat but i have to deal with the problem i made.

-timeskip-

I was at the front of the Hong and Choi house. It wss kinda scary considering i can't really knock but still i can do this.

I knocked and a man answered. A man who was very confused. "jun?" that man was Seungchol-hyung.

"how did you get here faster than me?" i asked while knowing that i came out first in the store.

"oh i took the cab and the traffic was out today." i smiled and he amiled wider than mine.

"Do you like me?" he asked. This man got the nerves to ask that. Well yeah but woah this is hard to admit.

"at first? Why?" i asked as he offered me a sit.

"jisoo told me about everything earlier, i was here in the house with my friends and i saw him crying about something itried to ask why. But i wouldn't budge to words out of his throat. Then hr told me about you crushing on me and every thursday you ah-"

I cutted him off i know enough. "although by that he asked me of coming to the store with my friends just so you could see me because he said it would make you and him happy."
my tears were escaping through my eyes.

"he really does care for you man."

He settled his words and i was sitting at the front yard and silent. I haven't really know the worth of someone when he is now gone.

"hey, sorry about storming out earlier." i heard a famillar voice said i stood up and turn around to see a crying joshua at my back with a smile and teary eyes.

"hey..." i said as he hugged me sweetly. I cupped his face and began to move fprward and eventually kissed his soft luxurious lips. It wasn't long but it was meaningful.

"i love you, joshua." the words escaped my mouth