59 ~ Of world and illusions

66 11 10
                                    

Brilliant world, how can I look in your eyes
When I look in your eyes I am blinded by lies,

A vast horizon of intrigues and bloody trail behind,
Trails I have left from trials unkind,

How can I lose myself, but confront you?
When I try to confront you I lose and lose my comport too.

I fill my days with contemplation and words, they lead me to a fantasy

As I jerk out of coma to comma and periods which end with periods, they lead me and I follow, coin's flipped, tails no longer between my legs, I face life. Brassy,

I notice my pale face and frown,
Between the sun and the moon my world is torn,
one cannot escape this cage alone.

And so I make this cage "home",
for the king's most used chair is called a throne,

And proudly wear the heavy golden crown at the ball of vanity and falsehood.

Judge me not, although my falsehood is no bad and my vanity is non good.


My only crime, losing while trying to find..
And how to find, without maps and explorers' aims to disclose me where am I?

And I'm guilty for trying too hard, and instead of maps I got spam, encouraging me not to try.

Violent shouts muted by rain, and so i run, through the thorns, dirt and mud,
However, mindful so as not ruin my silk gown.

And now my silk gown is soaked in my sweat as I wake from this dream, a scream, then a yawn.

The mud under my feet,wet edges of the fabric, extended hands in which the rain slid down,
the wetness on my gown wasn't salty but fresh water.
Was it all real? Am I real? Are you real?

You've reached the end of published parts.

⏰ Last updated: Mar 14, 2018 ⏰

Add this story to your Library to get notified about new parts!

BreatheWhere stories live. Discover now