To end the pain (Mikey Depressed) (A Ninja Turtle Fic)

Neglection and Comfort

Mikey's P.O.V.

"Mikey watch it" Raph yells at me as I accidentally bumped into him... "Sorry!" I laugh covering the hurt in my voice. I keep fighting the kraang and I get shoved back into Leo. As all this happened I get shot in my ankle with the kraangs' lazer guns. "Ahhh!" I scream and clamp my hands over my mouth, my eyes watering in pain. Leo unfortunately saw everything but only glares at me "You should've been focusing" He angrily shouts. "I-I'm So-So-S-Sorry" I cry and I ran out of battle like a coward. Uhh, I'm so stupid!, At least Donnie isn't mad...hopefully, whats the point. Ever since our first encounter with Shredder and the Kraang, I've been having nightmares. I've been taking sleeping pills for my insomnia but I regret every time because I just see myself failing my brothers. I take my T-Pod out and listen to some music (I do not own this song, all credits go to it's original owner, song-Love the way you lie)

Just gonna stand there, And watch me burn
But that's alright, Because I like
The way it hurts, Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry, But that's alright
Because I love, The way you lie
I love the way you lie

"I-I mess up anything" I sniffle. I make 3 slices on each of my wrist to take away the pain from my failure. "Why can't my family love me for who I am?!!" I shout in rage and frustration. The pain of being shunned hurts more each time. "I-I can't take it!" I say weakly and glance down brokenly

Donnie's P.O.V.

I see a flash of orange as I continue to battle and I leave and chase after Mikey. I watch him as he sits down on a roof and no, no, No. Don't tell me he's been cutting, my poor baby brother. Why are my older brothers so mean?!! How long has he been doing this, forget that why?!! Shell, No, No!, NO!!!, why is my sweet innocent baby brother doing this. He steps off and before he could take his final step I grab him and hug him "Why?!!" I cry. "because y-you guys think I'm stupid and immature and I can't do anything right, I'm a burden to the team." he sobs. "oh, Mikey, you know I will always love you no matter what, let's go home." I reply. I feel so guilty making my brother feel so worthless and unloved.

Mikey's P.O.V.

Someone caught me before I could... go commit Suicide. I look up and glance at those warm brown chocolate orbs looking right through me, I turn away and we talk for a bit. I follow him to the lair still shivering in his arms. "Ahh!, my ankle" I guess the adrenaline wore off of me. Donnie gets down and takes of his mask and belt and makes a makeshift bandage and splint. I only hiss in pain and look away. "Just a little bit more to the lair" he reassures me with his adorable gapped tooth smile. I nod and I put my arm around his neck and limp to the lair.

Donnie's P.O.V.

We hurry to the lair and I help Mikey walk. We quietly walk to my lab and I grab a med-kit. "It's burnt and also out of place so I'll have to set it" I inform. Mikey immediately panics. "It's gonna be okay" I coo to him trying to relax him. He calms down a bit but was still tense. Just as I was about to set it, he flinched away. He makes a run for it(not doing a very good job considering he was limping) and I caught him pretty fast and ended up locking the doors. "Just for a moment" he added showing his gapped tooth grin sympathetically. Mikey gulps "Ma-May I have some pain killers at least" he ask nervously. I open a cabinet and grab a box of pills for him. I hand him two and he takes them graciously and he gulps them down instantly. I hand him a glass of water and he chuggs that down greedily. "Ok?, Ready?" I ask as he nods. "3...2...1" *SNAP* and a pained scream escapes my baby brother's mouth which he quickly clamps his hand over. "The worst is over" I say looking at Mikey gently. I get some burn cream and bandages and apply to his wound. "So Don, How long am I out of commision?" Mikey jokes. "I'll say about two to three weeks at least" I reply. "Aww man!" He says. He lies in the cot and falls into a deep slumber and until then.....

A Talk To Leo AND Raph