To end the pain (Mikey Depressed) (A Ninja Turtle Fic)

The Talk.....

Donnie P.O.V.
"Leo!, Raph!, I need to talk to you!" I call out. "Yeah what is it shellferbrains" Raph grumbles. "Yes Donnie" Leo says respectfully. "I think you two were really harsh on Mikey during battle, Don't you think you should apologize?" I suggest to my older brothers. "That knuckledhead got the truth Don" Raph defends. "That was far from the truth and you know it... Raphael" I snarl. "I know, I'll apologize when he awakes" Leo says guitily. I let Leo take first watch for Mikey

Mikey's P.O.V.
I grogrilly wake up from my slumber and look around to see..... Leo and he's crying? I squeezed Leo's hand and comforted him reassuring everything is ok. I reply to Leo that I forgave him and was never mad at him as well as Raph and Donnie. I was just scared about them to stop caring about me, I hug him squeezing him whilst crying. I have undying love for my brothers...As much as he tells me he cares about me...I can't find the heart to believe him...I feel a bit pathetic but I don't mention that to my older bro, he's worried enough. I've shattered silently...

Raph P.O.V.
My poor little brother, he, he was just perfect, How could I let this happen to him. I won't ever forgive myself for this event. I hear sobbing in Mikey's room, My body stiffened at the sight, my pizza loving brother looked so broken, God Damn it!!! I can't do anything right. I go over to Mikey squeezing him tightly telling how he is needed. Just as his sobs quieted down to sniffles, Donnie clutches a gift. We all wait eagerly for Mikey to open it and... It is adorable, there was a little orange tabby cat with some action figures and comics. "We Care about you, No one could ever change that, not even the worst torture." Donnie says softly yet his words make all the difference and lights a fire in our hearts. We are going to make things right once again, how are happy family used to be...

Donnie
That smile is the smile that keeps this family sane, I love my little bro, he is worth more to me than any other thing in this world. Nothing would ever replace him, his bright smile, baby blue eyes, green freckles, cheeky pranks, and so much more.
WE ARE A TEAM AND WE WILL PULL THROUGH THIS TIME OF STRUGGLE! I vowel to myself

Mikey's P.O.V.
My mask seemed to work...I loved the gift but...I doubt they really care about me. They probaly only got me the gifts out of pity. I give hollow laughs seeming to be okay. As long as I dont let any sad emotions show, everything will be fine. The hours go by and we all turn in for the night-well, almost all. I stayed awake...staring at my refection in the mirror in disgust. Ah-I look so fat-I never relized until now...I should start eating less...a lot less...I suppose a strict diet won't be that bad. I smile at the thought, a mischeivious grin spreads across my face. I start laughing a bit-Did my bro's really think I'd get better over night-psshhh, comeplete idiots. Wait-did I really just think that?-they're not idiots-I am. An unfamiliar cold sounding voice enters my head "They dont need you"
I gasp and I see a flash of white light, A dark shadow like figure gets closer to me and my eyes snap open and I'm sweating. That's strange-I was never asleep...I must be losing my mind.