Not My Sister (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction)

Chapter 18

Demi's pov

You don't even understand the amount of hurt I feel for this little girl. For my daughter. It pains me so much. When the blinding sun woke me up this morning. I hoped I would see Dani's beautiful face when I woke up. But instead I was faced with an empty space.

I rose up in panic and and jumped out of bed. Frantically searching for her. "Daniella?!" I called out. I listened for a minute and heard beautiful chords playing from down the hall.

I fast walked to the sound of the music and stopped short outside the music room. I opened the door slightly and I could see Daniella playing so softly on the piano. My eyes flickered towards her face that had bruised overnight. The events of lastnight came into mind. The demons jeered at me. I couldn't take it no more.

I shut the door slowly and made my way to my bedroom again. I climbed into my bed and slowly but surely the tears fell unconditionally.

I kept whispering 'I'm sorry' over and and over to myself and I didn't notice Dani had climbed in next to me.

"Mommy?" She asked with fear. I ignored her and continued crying. Then I heard it, the beautiful melody of my daughter's voice.

'Dry lightning cracks across the skies
Those storm clouds gather in her eyes
Her daddy was a mean old mister
Mama was an angel in the ground
The weather man called for a twister
She prayed blow it down

There's not enough rain in Oklahoma
To wash the sins out of that house
There's not enough wind in Oklahoma
To rip the nails out of the past

Shatter every window 'til it's all blown away,
Every brick, every board, every slamming door blown away
'Til there's nothing left standing, nothing left of yesterday
Every tear-soaked whiskey memory blown away,
Blown away '

I slowly opened my eyes to see a tear and fear faced Dani. I looked into her eyes and gasped. She has so much in her. I couldn't look no more so I shut my eyes. I guess she saw the meaning in my actions because the bed moved. Then I heard feet shuffle across the floor, then stopped and continued again.

Then the door closed. What did I just do?

Dani's pov

I knew what she was doing and it hurt. She can't ever look me in the eye again and say something. My own mother is disgusted in me. I'm a complete faliure and everyone knows especially my mom.

I sighed heavily as I made my way downstairs. I entered the living room and sat on the couch,staring at the black televison screen infront, lost in my thoughts. The phones ringing tone brought me out to reality.

I picked it up and a familiar gruff voice spoke. "Hello Demi?"

"This isn't Demi, it's Dani." I spoke sadly. "Dani it's daddy can I speak to your mom please?" My eyes widended. But nonetheless I replied.

"Umm humm." I braced myself as I carried the phone upstairs to Demi's bedroom. I found her with her eyes closed. I shook her and she groaned. "What!" She snapped. I flinched back. "D-Daddy w-wants to talk to y-you." I gave her the phone in her outstreched hand. "Nick?" She spoke softly. A pang of jealousy overrose me.

How can she talk to other people like that but me? I stayed there lost in my thoughts when Demi's laugh brought me out. I frowned as I watched her talk to my dad. It was as if she didn't want to see me or know I was there.

I don't blame her, I'm a hideous daughter. An ugly version of my mother. Oh how I wished I looked so beautiful. But that's never gonna happen. I walked out of the room to the backyard. I sat on the edge of the pool and put my feet in.

It seemed hours or maybe years until I stayed there lost in my thoughts. I seemed to do that lately ever since the Wilmer incident. I sighed and then I heard shuffling come towards me. The air grew thick around me, I don't know why but my heart started beating faster. My mind knew who it was but my body didn't take it in.

Before I knew what I was doing the words I thought I'd never say again came out of my mouth. "I hate you!" I jumped up and turned around to see Demi with darkness in her eyes. "What?"

"I-I didn't mean that." I stuttered. "I'm sorry mommy." I hung my head down. "I'm not your mother! When you hate me I'm not your mom!" She snapped. That stung it went deeper than I ever thought.

I couldn't take it no more so I broke down right then and there. The lyrics to Human by Christina Perri magically appeared in my mind. "I'm only human mommy."

"And so am I!" With that she walked off not bothering to comfort me. Not that I really want it but to feel loved is what I want.

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Nick's pov

I pressed the doorbell to Demi's house and waited. The door swung open to reveal a red eyed Daniella. When she saw me, her eyes bulged out of her sockets and ran upstairs. I let myself in calling Demi's name. She came down looking more beautiful than ever. It's not that she's not beautiful but damn.

In case your wondering me and Demi are starting over if you could say that. "Demi you look...wow." She giggled and bit her lip as she looked me up and down. "You like?"

"I love!" She squeeled. I laughed at lead her outside to my car.

Demi's pov

I know it was only a day ago I was with Wilmer but I loved Nick way more than him. After dinner we both headed to Nick's place. And let me tell you that night was amazing. Not going into details.

The next morning I kissed Nick goodbye from his car and walked inside my house. I smiled to myself as I entered the living room. My smile disappeared soon as saw Daniella. She sat staring into space on the sofa. Her arms were infront of her. Each one covered in blood.

I gasped and her attention was caught. "Daniella? Babygirl why?" I choked. She looked down as I kneeled infront of her. I lifted her face up with my fingers. "Tell me why Daniella?" I asked softly. And with just that soft tone,her body began shaking with sobs. I tried pulled her on my lap but she scrambled off again to the end of the couch.

"Ella?" I asked hurt. "I don't need comforting, I'm a failure to you, to me, to dad, to everyone!" She snapped angrily. I think most of that anger is too herself. "Babygirl?"

"Please don't call me that. I'm not your babygirl. You can't even look me in my eyes and say something,it's because I'm hideous, fat,ugly, worthless,usless. And I deserve every beating that I get because I'm a disgust to everyone. I cut to relief stress and hurt and I did this because I'm not strong enough. I keep asking myself why did I wake up from that coma? Why couldn't I have just died? Everybody would be happy because my problems wouldn't be such a burdern to them. I hate myself, I hate life in general. What's the point anymore!" She screamed and ran upstairs.

I jumped from my seat and ran after her. "DANIELLA!" Before I knew it she collided with the doorway and became unconscious before my eyes. "Baby please wake up?!Dani wake up please?" I picked her up and took her to my bedroom.

An hour later she stirred and fluttered her eye lids open. "Oh My God baby your awake!" I stated. "Well done Demetria for noticing something so damn easy! I wish I didn't wake up." She tried to get up up but I pushed her back down. "Stay there!"

"No!" She attempted again but only to be pushed back down. "Quit playing Daniella! Do what I say, I'm your mom!" I spoke sternly. Her eyes turned black.

"Your not my mom!"

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