Not My Sister (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction)

Chapter 34

Demi's pov

You never know what heartache feels like until you felt it,multiple of times. I guess what I'm trying to say is that the events of my life seems to happen again, all over again. When those hospital doors swung open, I felt the whole world spining again. My older sister is in there fighting for her life and I can't help her.

My heartbeats became faster by every two seconds. My body wasn't in connection with my mind. This is all so confusing and sad. I can't even express this feeling that has developed in my lungs. The air is no longer helping.

In distance,Daniella's body limp to the bone. She didn't move,her eyes were dark,slowly sheading tears. She feels numb,I know this feeling all too well. Well thats because I'm trying to fight it. It's not healthy for me. I need to feel something. My heartbeats got to a point that it even hurt to be alive.

"Daniella?" I called for her. She stayed still and silent. Her breathing ragged,she would gasp every second or so. With every gasp my heart broke even more. Sofia's head perked up towards the sound of my voice. "D-Demi?" Her soft voice sounded. "S-Sofia..." I was surprised when she jumped from her seat to hug me. As an instant I hugged her back tightly.

"D-Demi...D-Dallas sh-she..." She broke off and sobs sounded from her mouth,escaping her now blue lips. I held her tighter to my body,my warmth radiating on to her frozen body. Soon enough sobs escaped from my mouth as I held on to the little girl.

I cried. I cry for my older sister, the one who was my rock. The person who had always caught me if I ever had fallen. Dallas. My big sister,my protecter. She can't die, I need her, we need her. Most importantly;Daniella. Who will I cry to when I'm feeling down. Sure I will have Marissa, Nick and everyone else but it won't be the same. Loosing a sister is like loosing your whole world. Forever.

I stared at the clock on the wall. Count the minutes Demi. Count them.

Daniella's pov

These aggravating hours. These aggravating minutes. These aggravating seconds, aggravating milli-seconds.

I counted them. Keep counting Daniella. I could hear my heart beating within my ribcage. I'm pretty sure everyone could see my heart beating through my chest. It was pounding with madness. Sweat beads dropped from my forehead. I'm terrified but I'm not going to leave I can't run from this problem.

It's like God has purposely set this test out for me. I might as well take a gun and put it to my head, get it over with. I don't want to do this anymore. I can hear myself breathing loudly. Its like I'm not in my body at all. Like I'm not alive.

I finally snapped back to reality,even though I didn't want to. As I did, my eyes scanned the waiting room.Every one of my family's face was saddened. Not a tear in sight though. The atmosphere was so heavy it pounded on top of my heart. In the near distance, my vision came across Demi's and Sofia's image. They were hugging each, as if their life depended on it. I wasn't jealous;not this time. There is not anything, or anyone that can take this feeling away. Guilt, that is. I feel guilty.

Just as Demi stood up with Sofia's body, limp just like mine, the doctor came out. Unlike everyone else, who stood up, I stayed in my seat. Not that I didn't want to it's just that my body didn't want to. See difference.

Next thing I knew,people were screaming,shouting and crying. I refuse to believe it. It cannot be true.

She's the only person I have. No,No,No. Why?! She didn't deserve this. I did. Why not take me? Then everyone would be in less heartache.
Its your fault Daniella.All yours Dani.

I shook my head.

She left because of you. Well done.

No she's not gone!

Now come back to us.

No way! She'd want me to be a beautiful warrior. Beautiful Warrior.I must of got lost in thought. Repeating the same thing over and over. And sure enough it stayed in my mind.

Demi's arms wrapped around me and I could feel the tears soaking up my shirt. I didn't mind. Well simply because I was doing the same thing. I was letting me emotions out like this. All the saddness, anger, disapointment in mostly myself. Demi pulled away and looked deeply in my eyes. Then she spoke, the words I wasn't to pleased to hear.

"I'm s-so sorry s-sweetie.She didn't make i-it. The car's impact..."

I zonned out after that. She didn't make it.

Dallas Lovato is dead.

A/N

I'M SORRY, SOO SORRY! BELIEVE ME!

Hey! Now I understand you may want to kill me now. Totally agree with you on that. So as I was saying, I'M SO SORRY. I know I'm very cruel, but not heartless. I admit I cried,just a lil bit. Anyway, I will give you a spoiler since, I killed Dallas of. Again so sorry.

Spoiler: Dallas' funeral. Oh Lawd!

Bye for now....

(Sorry)