Not My Sister (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction)

Chapter 36

Demi's pov

"DANIELLA!" I rushed to her side picking her fragile body up. "D-Demi?" She spoke weakly, her body nearly dropping on the road out of exhaustion. "Babygirl?!" I dropped down bedside her and held her as close as possible. "I-I'm s-s-sorry Demi! It-It's all my f-fault! D-Dallas d-died because of m-me!" She sobbed loudly, banging her small fists against my chest,which I'm not surprised on to why it didn't hurt.

I frowned at her confession. "No,No,No Ella no that's not tr-..."

"Yes!!Yes it is! It's all my fault!" Her body-shaking roughly- as she cried. I blinked back tears. Looking up towards the sky for some sort of help from God. There has to be some way; a way for her to think it wasn't her fault; that she isn't supposed to feel this massive guilt in her heart. "S-Shhh Daniella...P-Please stop blaming y-yourself princess." I cried with her as she sobbed, wetting my dress with her teardrops.

Why can't she understand it's not her fault! Doesn't she know it was an accident?

Maddie

It's been to long. The funeral has already finished and I have already got my punishment. This is not okay! I just lost my sister! I would say this is a disaster but it's more than that...its a tragedy. I can't believe she is gone...Dallas is gone.

I will admit I do feel guilty...about what I yelled to Daniella. I mean I didn't mean to shout at her. I was so upset that I took it out on her...Poor girl, she probably hates me now. It's okay though I'm used to it now. Being hated in that is.

It's not like it's something new. Everyone hates me now...I've been a failure to everyone. I seem to always be hurting everyone now. Have you not noticed? Well you should've because I have. This is not my worst nightmare. At school they- Wait sorry getting off topic now...

Anyway, all the family and friends are sitting here, mourning over Dallas. Sofia's face saddens each second now. She won't have anyone now except from Nick but I'm not sure if Nick wants her to be quite honest. I'm not sure. I can see from the corner of my eye my mother glaring outside. This must be killing her slowly. How upsetting is it to loose your child before you actually died.

"Momma?" I spoke quietly. "Not now Madison!" She snapped. I sighed and leaned back in my seat. I know your wondering...why am I not crying? Well you see I can't, not anymore. All my tears ran out on the day she died. Not that no-one else knew... of course I cried to myself;in my room. Of course I only came out of my bedroom when I felt like I had felt some of the same pain as Dallas. Which of course wasn't enough to me.

But guys remember...

Demi Can Not Know! Or Else!

A/N

Maddie has a secret!!!!! ahhhh

Anyhoo sorry for the long wait I was on a school trip to Barcelona and I had no internet until I got home. Plus the other chapter deleted itself. So yah anyway update soon munchkins...
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