I'm in love with Logan Lerman

Chapter 22 : Break up

Chacha POV~

Since I become Logan's Gf my life is wonderful.. He likes to give me presents. He gave me neckless and Teddy Bear.. I still don't know why he give me Teddy Bear. And of course I give him a present too. 2 weeks ago I gave him a pocket camera and he like it !!

It's almost 6 months, become Logan's gf. It's a wonderful 6 months. Until one day new actress come. She is so beautiful, tall. Logan look at her without any blink. Since she came to here, Logan almost never gave me surprise and dinner together. Eh her name is Jessy. Now Logan always buy 3 drinks for me, his self, and Jessy. Even he talk to me if he need it. If He talk to me the topic always Jessy, it's make me very jealous. I told Rachel everything. She said that I must be patients and strong and I should stay away from him. I follow the advice, but Logan still don't care about me. It's been a week he doesn't care about me. I can't take it anymore. I cry and run home. Everyone shouting at me to come back but I ignore it. I hit David. He ask me why I'm crying but I ran home.

I went to my room and lock it. Ririe and Rachel knocked my room.
"Chacha, please open up the door !!" Ririe said.
"Really Chacha. If you have problem tell us." Rachel said.
"I'm begging you.." Ririe said. I opened the door.

They hug me. I feel comfortable. Than someone knock the door. We look at it, It's Logan !

"What are you doing here ?" I said it with cold voice.
"Why are running to home ?" Logan ask.
"Whatever."
"Answer my question !"
"It's not your problem !"
"Yes it's my problem too. I'm worried why you just ran home with crying."
"Oh.. Now you care ! Where have you been lately hah ?!"
"What are you talking about ?"
"Yeah you never care about me anymore !! You always talk to Jessy ! Youa are really care to Jessy than me ! I hate you ! Don't you realize that ?"
"What ? But I still care about you. I still talk to you, I send you a message."
"Oh ! Yeah you talk about Jessy all the time and you only send me one message. I really really hate you ! Just go away !!" I cry and sit in the bed.
"I.. mm really really sorry I don't realize that.. Please forgive me.. I'm begging you."

I'm still crying. Suddenly he hug me and whispering me.
"Sorry.. I promise to be more care about you."
I look at him and he kiss my forehead.
"Okay.. Promise me ?" We do pinky swear.
"Promise. How about we walk around and find food or anything ?"
I giggle "hem.. okay"

I tell Ririe and Rachel about it. They happy for it. Me and Logan buy a pair neckless so we will remember our promise. Logan care about me again.. but.. After 2 weeks, he come back again to be more care to Jessy and I'm alone again. I look my neckless and try not to cry. I'm trying to be strong.

Chacha you can do it. Be strong. I say to myself.

As the movie shoot done, I go home faster. I don't wanna live like this anymore. I'm planning to be break up with him. But I'm still hoping to be back with him so I will continue thinking about it tomorrow.

Tomorrow night I, Ririe and Rachel go to mall. Yeah.. you know walk around and find food for dinner. We go to one restaurant and we sit near the door. We talk chit chat.. You know girl always talk. We planning for holiday next month. Than I saw Logan walk with Jessy, they go to table for two people. I look at them and I see Ririe and Rachel look at it too.

"I.. I don't know what to say." I said.
"Chacha, I'm so sorry.. I don't know what to say." Ririe said.
"So Cha what are you thinking about this ?" Rachel said.
"I.. I think I will break up with him." I said.
"When ? Today ??" Rachel ask again.
"Yes.." My tears comes.

I walk to Logan. I saw him laugh full of joy. I can see from his eyes that he love her. I walk near him.
"Log.." I said. He is very shock.
"Chacha.. What are you doing here ?" He is shock.
"I can't believe you do this to me. I always hope you never cheating with other woman. I hate you ! I want to break up with you !' I said.

Than Jessy get up.

"Hah.. That's right. You must break up with him. You're not match with Logan. I'm the one who match for him hahaha" Jessy said.

I cry and go back to my table and as possible I eat faster. I really really want to get out of this restaurant.
"Ririe, Rachel let's go from this restaurant. Let's find another place to hang out."

We go out and go to bookstore. Only bookstore can make me calm.