All I Want ─ Dean Winchester

CHAPTER XII.

chapter xii.

     •Amber•(ooh new)

     I spent the entire night last night looking and watching pictures and videos of Noah all night, because of that I wake up with a massive crying head ache. It kills me inside knowing he's gone and he isn't coming back. I love him more than anything, I'll always love him,no matter what. Even if I move on one day and find the love of my life, which is probably impossible because he was, I'll still love Louis. Every once of me loves him to pieces, he was the best thing to ever happen to me. I'd give my life to see him again. God, why him? What did he do to deserve this? Is it because of my job? Because I didn't stay to protect him like I should have? I never should've become a hunter. Maybe if I hadn't, he'd still be here today. We'd eventually get married, have children, grow old together, and one of us eventually pass away from old age like it should've been. He was young, only 25 years old. He had at least 60 years left. He had to of.

     On a brighter note, Kristen and Dean seem happen. Though I'm a bit pissed because he still seems like a player. Seriously, last week he went out with at least 5 different chics. And now he has Kristen under his spell. If he hurts her, well, he's gonna be either dead or in the hospital. Over dramatic? Ladies, I don't think so. A man hurts your best friend, you tell me you won't break at least one of his limbs? Didn't think so. I don't think i'm just down in the dumps about Louis, it's the fact that I see the kind of guy he is and she's blinded by his charm.

     Who knows, maybe he will turn out to be a great guy for her and they'll get married one day and have 16 blonde babies— Okay i'm done now. I hear yelling from downstairs so I pause my movie on Netflix and listen.

     "SHUT UP! NO, YOU ARE WRONG!" I hear Emily yell. Oh lord.

     "WE ALL KNOW I AM THE BUBBLES! AMBER IS THE BUTTERCUP AND KRISTEN YOU ARE BLOSSOM!" She shouts again.

     I get out of bed and walk to the edge of the staircase, "HELL YEAH I AM THE BUTTERCUP!" I shout.

     It's silent for few moments,"YAY AMBER'S ALIVE UP THERE!" Kristen and Emily yell in sync. I walk down stairs where Kristen is pouting.

     "Man, you guys suck." She whines. "I am not the blossom."

    "Yes, Kristen. Yes you are." Emily says. Kristen flips us the bird and Dean comes downstairs and pecks her lips. My teeth sink into my bottom lip as they act all cute and couple like, pictures of Noah flash all through my mind, mostly mental photos of us doing the same thing back in the day. I stand there, motionless as I picture it all. I'm zoned out completely and when I come back to reality I see Sam snapping his fingers in my face.

     Everyone is talking and laughing loudly and in a soft, quiet voice he says, "Hey, you alright? We lost you for a second." I almost feel trapped in this room with everyone. I don't say a single sentence and I dart out and up the stairs into my room. I lock the door and throw myself onto the bed, curling up in a ball in the blankets. I stare blankly at the wall and my face crumples as I begin lightly crying. I heave and let out a loud cry, this repeats itself several times I eventually shove my face into  pillow and soak that as if it's been sitting in rain for a few hours.

     •Kristen•

     When Amber runs up the stairs, I'm more then confused. She seemed fine, then she was running  up the stairs.

     "I'll go check on her-" Sam cuts me off.

     "No," He says. "Look, I— I know this is a long shot... but maybe I could talk to her." He suggests.

     Dean laughs, "What now, Dean?" Sam groans.

     "You, talking to a girl who's just lost her boyfriend? Yeah, that'll work out well." He jokes.

     "It might! I might be able to get through to her!" Sam exclaims.

     "Really? How?" Dean asks, holding laughter in.

     "Because I know what she's going through." Sam says, looking him in the eye.

     "And how is that?" He's asked by Dean.

     "Remember Jess?"

     After that Dean's jaw drops. "Oh, Right," He quietly mumbles.

     Sam looks at me as if asking permission to go up there, "Go ahead." I say. He goes up the steps slowly and we stay here and wait for something.

     "I'm gonna go look for a case." Dean says.

     "Okay." I reply. Dean walks off into our computer room while Emily and I wait to hear something from Amber. Whether it's her yelling at him to leave or her crying to him or absolutely nothing. A light knock on the door is heard, I stand up to answer it. I open the door and see a man. This man has grey stubble and black, short hair.

     "Hello, sir." I say.

     "Um," His deep voice says. He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a piece of paper.

    "Do you know Dean Winchester?" He asks.

     "Yes, why?" I ask, feeling a sense of suspicion.

     "Just—" He begins but pauses. "Please—" He stops again. "Give him this paper. It's important."

     I take the paper and go to open it but he stops me, "Stop." He says. "I need him to be the first to see it." I sigh, giving in.

     "Okay, who are you, anyways?" I ask.

     "Dean will know." He says before turning to walk away.

     I close the door and lock it, "What the hell was that?" Emily asks.

     "I have no idea." I reply. I go into the computer room where Dean is stressing.

     "Babe." I say, he turns and looks at me.

     I walk up to him and hand him the letter, "What's this?" He asks, raising an eyebrow.

     "A man dropped by and told me to give you it A.S.A.P." I say, joking around.

     "Okay." He confusingly says. He opens it up and reads it and his eyes widen. His eyes scan over it several times and he shoots up from his chair.

     "Sam!" He shout loudly. "Sam! Get down here!" He yells even louder.

     Sam comes running down, "What is it?" He asks.

     "It's dad."

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Hey guys. Sorry for no updates in a while, hope you liked this chapter. I left off with a cliffhanger >:)

Edit from the future: this chapter, as well as every chapter previous has been edited