Biggest mistake (Complete)

Chapter 17

"Sorry baby girl, but I've been waiting 6 months to talk to you, and now is my chance." Spencer whispers into my ear, before throwing me over his shoulder, giving me a nice view of his delicious ass.

I start kicking him and yelling as many profanities as I can think of, only to look over to notice Kayla in the same predicament. We look at each other and give each other a look to say 'stay strong'.

Somehow Spencer carried me into my room , throwing me on to my bed so that he has enough time to lock the door and then tackle me on the bed.

"Spencer get off of me!" I scream, kicking and scratching him to no avail. He grabs my wrists and for some reason he has rope in his pocket and he ties my wrists to the headboard of the bed. If I wasn't so pissed I would be completely turned on. Okay I'm both, but I also haven't had sex in 2 and a half years so sue me.

He gets off of me and pulls up a chair that's on my room and drags it towards the bed.Once he sits down he looks at me, basically telling me 'you can't go anywhere so listen.'

"Spencer what the hell could you possibly want?! Haven't you done enough damage?! Just leave me alone and go!" I scream at him, trying to hold back the tears.

He looks at me with sadness in his eyes. It hurts to see, but he did this to us. I loved him and would have done anything, but he threw it away without talking to me, Michael and Kayla. We could have figured it out together.

"Aria, I know you don't want me here, but love we need to talk. I did something unforgivable, and I'm not expecting you to forgive me, as much as I pray you will. But baby girl, you are my biggest regret. I was devastated when I got that photo. You and Kayla look exactly alike, you have to agree with that. And I didn't dig up everything enough, all I did was realize the photo was real, it just wasn't you. But you also had no idea you had a doppelgänger so close by. And while that's not an excuse, I never got over you. I love you and never stopped and I can't let you leave again, and I won't." Be stages matter of factly, but theirs tears running down his face.

I can't help but burst out into tears. How could all of this shit happen. Yes I understand the fact that the odds of me having a doppelgänger are so low that an ant can't even see it, but our love should have helped us through it. And he cheated on me with my slut of an ex best friend!

"Baby girl please don't cry! I'm so sorry for everything and I love you so much! Please give me another chance! Take your time til you trust me again, I will prove that you can, but please don't leave me again!" He cries with me. Holding me in his arms.

We both cry over the life we lost, the time we lost and the family we could have had. Could I ever give this man another chance? Yes I love him, but I don't trust him and I don't know if I could look past the cheating or lying.

"Spencer, you should me what you thought when you 'knew' I cheated. So why should I give you a chance when I know you cheated and you flaunted it. You kicked me out, left me broken and with nothing. Hell I didn't give a shit about your money, but you took away what I thought was my future. I wanted to start having kids with you. I thought we were strong, but you didn't want to fight, so why should I? I'd ask what you'd have done if I did cheat like you did, but we already know the answer. So why do you deserve another chance at my hurt?!" I yell at him, devastated by what's happening.

Why can't he just leave me alone and move on. I deserve a chance at love and happiness but he needs to give it to me.

He looks at me, showing the devastation that I feel. He knows I'm right, but I know he isn't going to let this end easily. He's a fighter, and while I loved him for it before, I want him to move on.

"I'm sorry Aria, but I can't do that. I made the biggest mistake of my life letting you go, and I won't do it again. Everything you wanted in our future will happen, believe me I will make sure of it. I love you so much baby girl, and I won't let another man anywhere near you. Or than Mike but that's because he's going to be the same way with Kayla. I'm not leaving Spain until you give me another chance, any sort of chance. You are the only one for me. All those sluts I was with, as I told you before, never helped me get over you. Hell, I always imagined your face when I fucked them... which is something you don't want to hear! Dammit! Okay sorry baby girl but please, please, please give me a chance. While you've been gone, I've been trying to prove to your loved ones how much I love you. I have dinner with your parents once a week, and I meet with nick to keep a good relationship. I will work for your trust baby girl. Please just give me a chance!" He exclaims kissing my face and holding my body tightly.

It feels so good to be in his arms again, and it sucks. It's sucks I still love him and I feel stupid for wanting to give into his words. But I know I've met many a guys and never wanted anyone but him. So I come to the conclusion of something I hope I won't regret.

"I will give you a chance..."