Z I O N W H O ??

Thought overload

ZIONS POV
I grabbed my tea and got to arias room she was fast asleep as I saw her lay comfortably in her bed I joined her laying up close next to her planting a soft kiss on her forehead and started rolling through instagram I came across Natalie's page I could feel my heart beat rise it had been a year and a half since The breakup she made me mad whenever Any one of my old friends mentioned her name but I couldn't deny she was much more pretty and man had she blossomed why am I thinking these things I already have a girl I shake my head as my fingers moved quicker than my brain to go onto her profile page I turned my head to see if aria was still asleep and she was I went through her profile although my heart was telling me to stop my brain carried on examining every photo there was of her I couldn't stop my finger slipped off my phone as I accidentally liked one of her photos SHIT SHIT SHIT I can't even unlike otherwise she'll see that FUCK GREAT ONE KUWONU I thought mentally face palming myself over and over again the photo was of her in a bikini aswell from 6 months ago SHITTT what have I done I put my phone down and tried my best to go to sleep eventually I did

Zions insta dms

Natalie really you likes a pic from that long ago didn't know you were that thirsty
The notification popped up as I tossed in bed my screen lit up as I reached over to grab it I read the message and instantly felt my temper rise but I couldn't deny I was an idiot to do that

Me. Okay I'll admit I was stalking your page but you can forget about the whole thirsty ass shit cause I got a girl smh

Natalie. Nice cover up Bby

Me. Don't call me that

Natalie. Why you didn't mind it when we were fucking did it spring back good memories lol
(This girl got attitude😂🤦🏽‍♀️)

Me. Fuck off your just jealous cause even your 20 rebounds couldn't give it to you like I did 🖕🏽

Natalie. True ...

Me. Well this is awkward

Natalie. Look can we plz work something out I miss you like a lot

Me. Look it's complicated now

Natalie. I swear I'll make it all better for you I promise just like last time before we broke up you can't deny it wasn't special

Me. (Read)

Natalie. Fine I'll only find your bitch ass girlfriend and tell her what you did

Me. Don't Natalie I'm being nice so don't play dirty with me

Natalie. 🖕🏼👀

(End of convo)

I sighed deeply if aria finds out I done this how will she react I'm such an idiot why didn't I just move past her page in the first place
I was frustrated I needed something that would take the stress out of me I went to my hoodie pocket and reached for the pack of cigarettes I don't ever smoke but Nathan gave it to me just in case he calls it his stress reliever I got out of bed and lit the cigarette I made sure I was quiet as I knew aria wouldn't like me smoking I opened the glass door that led out towards the balcony that over looked the la hills and started drawing out clouds of smoke from my mouth it did feel good I felt much more relieved every puff was like a release of anxiety

ARIAS POV
I tossed around in bed and felt an empty space I instantly got up and checked my phone it was 3:37 am where could he have gone as soon as my vision corrected I could make out his tall figure standing on the balcony a cloud of smoke surrounded him, he knew I hated smoking a my form of it so why would he do this especially behind my back I tried to stay calm overrreacting would only make it's worse I stepped out the cool LA breeze clinging onto my bare legs and shoulders as I only wore shorts and a tight fitted bandeau I ran my fingers through my hair as I opened the glass door
"Really this is what you've come to" I said leaning against the door frame with a slight smile on my face
He turned abruptly he looked shook at me awake
"Sorry I just needed a pick me up" he said unable to meet my eyes the cigarette lay between his index and middle finger comfortably
"What's up" I said walking over to him crossing arms to look over the balcony
"Nothings it's nothing" he said taking another puff
I stood their close to him I moved my arm so that it brushed his I gazed up our eyes met as he dropped his cigarette putting it out we stayed silent for a few seconds as we stood in contentness the clouds of smoke now escaping from our surrounding into the atmosphere
"But why do I feel Like it's not ...nothing" I said softly
He stood their still examining my face
He leaned down to kiss me and pulled away "trust me baby it's nothing important just my mind fucking with me" he said shaking his head I still felt like he wasn't telling me but I didn't want to push it I mean it was still early hours if the night yet the sky still seemed dark
"Can I ask you a question aria" he said gazing out at the view
"Shoot" I said calmly
"Did you ever do anything with Rafael" he said his voice a husky deep tone he still didn't look at me
"Wait what do you mean" I said facing him now shocked at how such a question entered his mind
"Like ya know sexually did you ever do anything with him" he asked
"Urmm it's been a while wait let me think back I said laughing a little "actually yeah we had sex once but that was all and even then we were both under age drinking which wasn't too great so yeah it just happened" I said informing him he nodded his head listening patiently
"Wait how the fuck did a question like that come into your mind" I said genuinely wanting to know
"Just wondering, did you like ever feel anything towards him like after" he said questioning me further
"Is this like question time or something" I said grinning
"I'm serious" he said facing me now looking at me
It took me back slightly as I replied back "Well not really cause I didn't like feel it to the point of memory  I just remember him being on top of me then we both left it their but other than that we're good friends" I replied back
My mind scanned his face trying to find out what this conversation would reveal
"But I definitely don't have feelings for him especially like that he's just a close friend that's all" I said I wasn't lying I was telling him the whole truth only I knew that Raf had feelings for me and only because I had found out like 6 hours ago
"Yeah I know i just wanted to know" he said playing with his dreads
Man if he look sexy it was times like this that made me even more attracted to him not when he showed off or wore the big brands on his clothes just times when he was real being his natural Zion
" What about you with Natalie" I asked "was she your first" I said raising my eyebrows in pure curiousness

He was definitely takes back by the question as he paused for a good 5 seconds thinking about his response
"Yeah she was my first I hate to say it but kind of my high school sweetheart we did everything together-!!"

"Okay I don't need a full essay" I said cutting him off sighing heavily
He looked taken back at my response as his eyes trailed down to my body
"I'm going to bed don't stay up and smoke now" I said walking away from the balcony
I could feel his eyes piercing my back as I opened the glass door to enter back into my room I didn't want to know all about her she was his past yet when he did mention her name not only was their a slight frustration but also a sense of longing he longing for Natalie to be back in his life

Maybe I was over analysing this

Maybe it's just my own Mind doing shit to make me feel worse
I went to sleep straight after in the depth of Zion and mines thoughts