Z I O N W H O ??

Back on the BS

ZIONS POV :

"Ahhhh" I sighed walking into arias very neat apartment I dropped my stuff near the door way and threw myself onto her couch
I heard her chuckling behind me as she walked in changing into her slides, I watched her walk over to the kitchen which was an open one in her apartment and stir something in a large pot tapping the wooden spoon on the side I made my way over to her not placing my eyes away from her
"Hmmm I think it's done so I'll turn this off" she said talking to herself turning the gas off
I came up slowly behind her and let my hands run down her sides pulling her closer to me
"You made me jump z" she laughed turning around
I smiled at her gripping onto her sides a little more harder letting my hands dig into her soft skin as I kissed her neck slowly near the counter
"Zzz what are you doing" she giggled trying to turn away from my mouth that was longing to attach onto her neck
"Owwwww" that hurts me murmured softly looking down at my hands
"Sorry I just im excited that's all" I replied loosing my grip on her
"Well can you taste what I made for you" she said moving her eyebrows up and down in a funny way
"Sure why not" I said surprisingly as her eyes lit up
"Here" she gave me a spoon and took off the large lid which had the creamy chicken in
"Damnnn ma that looks almost as good as you" I said winking
"Z just taste it and tell me truthfully okay" she said seriously
I put my spoon in and took some of the sauce
I put it in my mouth blowing on it before as it steamed on my spoon
It tasted so damn good what the fuck
"OMG aria that tastes like the fucking bomb diggity" I said laughing getting another spoonful
"Really are you being serious" dh said excitedly
"Yeah you kidding me this so fucking good where you learn that from" I said with a mouthful
"Your mom she gave me the recipe" she said smiling towards me
I don't know why but my heart wanted to leap out and kiss all over her she looked so cute in that instance and knowing that her and my mom actually get along is the best it only makes me even more attracted to her
I put the spoon down on the counter as I stepped closer to her as I leaned past arias ear
"You have no idea how much I want to make love to you today" I said deeply
I felt her twitch under my touch as I snaked my arms around her thighs
"Oh really well your going to have to wait" she said her bottom lip between her teeth
Damn
"Whyyyy" I moaned like a little kid
"Because babe I'm not in the mood" she replied planting a kiss on my cheek
"Fine"I said walking with my hands up out of the kitchen
"Get cho ass back here and get some dinner then" I heard aria shout
I laughed to myself as we sat and ate my meal

(Time skip to 3 hours later)

ARIAS POV:
"I'll be back babe" I said running up the stairs me and Zion we're watching narcos at the moment and I decided to go and get dressed out of my jeans and into something comfier I made my way up to my room as I noticed he had plonked his suitcase in the middle of my room entrance I rolled my eyes whilst smiling to myself as I leant down to pick it up I didn't notice but it was slightly open to which a strange packet flew out I leant down confused looking at it,
I held it up to the light it was a smallish clear plastic bag with bright blue pills in it that read x on them. I examined them closely before realising what they were, I scrambled to the floor opening up his suitcase and rummaging through I found another packet again this time folded in his jeans and another this time inside his hoodie
What the fuck
I instantly became furious he knew how much I hated drugs and the amount of times I told him to not take them
Had he been on drugs for the whole two months ?
Who gave them to him?
Why was he taking them ?
All these questions ran through my head as I held the packets between my fingers I tried calming myself down before I walked downstairs aggressively with them

"Hey babe you o-" he stopped once he saw my face and the packet
"Where did you find that" he said getting up and coming over to me
"Forget that z why do you have them" I said seriously looking into his eyes
"You don't have to know everything about me ARIA give it back" he said aggressively
"Really REALLY now so I shouldn't know why my BOYFRIEND is taking drugs alone whilst he's been gone for 2 WHOLE months" I said emphasising my words a bit more aggressively now
"ARIA STOP" he said snatching the drugs out of my hand
"I CANT BELIVE YOU, YOU SAID YOU WERE CLEAN AND THAT YOU WOULD NEVER DO THEM AFTER I SAW YOU SMOKING WEED" I shouted across the living room as he walked away from me
"ARIA YOU HAVR NO RIGHT TO GO THROUGH MY SHIT AND INTERFERE WITH WHAT IM DOING" he shouted back I could see his body tense as he hated shouting at me he stood with his black joggers on and no top

"WHY DONT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I TELL YOU TO NOT ATKE THEM BACUSR I CARE ABOUT YOU" I shouted this time louder shaking my head in disbelief
This boy was really testing my patients
"Look aria you don't understand why I take these okay and you don't control what I do so stop please telling me" he said more calmer as he shut his eyes
Those words broke my heart Really this idiot was trying to explain how everything we had been through I didn't have a say in his drug addiction I tried to help him so that he could be better I've seen zion at his worst many times he was so close to getting his drugs laced with something else that I thought he would die...

I looked up at him as he stood across the room with the twisted pack in his hands my eyes started to brim as the emotions welled up inside of me a mixture of hate for him, a bit of love for him cause he was away for so long, and furious anger at how he kept this a secret from me
His face immediately sank once he saw the stream of tears roll down my face he rushed over but I held my hand out before he could come close
"Aria I'm so sor" he said genuinely
I could see the hurt in his face he felt like shit for what he had just said

I sniffles back tucking my hair behind my ears
"You know why I want no secrets zion its because you were close to fucking death only 6 months ago, you know how shit those pills make you feel yet you still take them, do you know how scary it was for me to let you go for two months knowing that you still had this problem I couldn't sleep properly for he first two fucking weeks scared that I would hear that you had gone" I said soulfully sniffling my tears away
" but you don't care because I don't have the right to know I see how it is zion" I said pushing past him and making my way up the stairs

I grabbed my pajamas and made myself comfy in the spare room I didn't want to be near him it made me feel hurt at the thought that he would would lie to me especially after he left for tour saying he wouldn't take the drugs or take them out their

I got dressed and tucked myself in don't get me wrong it made me even more hurt at how much I wanted him right now, how much I wanted him to come lay with me or play with my hair or say he was sorry...

I heard large footsteps come near the door as I immediately shut my eyes pretending to sleep
"Aria" I heard zions voice say softly
"Aria" he repeated
I didn't budge
He came over and leant down to my level
"I know your not asleep" he said turning his face sideways caressing my face
"Leave me alone Caleb" I murmured into the sheets
"That's the thing I can't leave you alone I love you too much" he said emotionally
He walked round the bed and got in I shifted to the edge of the bed, part of me wanting to say I was sorry for the way I spoke and make up but part of me wanting to be a bitch because he deserved it
I felt his warm presence that same feeling I had missed in two months he was away
"Aria will you just listen to me at least" he said softly
"Go ahead" I said not turning around
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have said what I did I love you a lot and you already know that the truth is is that I did take them out their-
He stopped as I sighed deeply
"But only twice aria belive me ask the boys if not only twice I took the pills" he said leaning over
"Why do you have so many packets then" I said harshly still with my back turned on him
"Their all of the guys packets they gave them to me to hold" he said quickly
I rolled over and looked at him in the eyes
"You didn't mean what you said right" I asked him
"No no aria it just came out all of a sudden I love you okay and I never want to do anything that could hurt you" he said grabbing me abruptly and pulling me closer to his chest
I instantly rested my hands against his chest and he held onto my back
Just us
Sleeping
Comfortably
And peacefully