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JEZMARIES POV:

Aria has left about 3 hours ago it made me happier seeing her it actually distracted me from the aching of my shoulder I sat up as I opened up my meds bag I took out my pills which had fancy names on them and took 3 with a glass of water,
*knock knock*
"I'm home" Theo spoke as he opened the door with his keys he had brought back multiple things as he stood at the island counter packing them away
"Theo"I said turning my body a little
"Yeah" he said shutting the fridge door coming over to me he sat down close to me as I sat in my blanket
I took a minute to take in his face he looked worried as to what I was about to ask him, he breathed heavily next to me waiting patiently,
"What were you doing on the night I was in hospital ?" I asked hurtfully looking straight into his eyes
He sat their silent and immediately darted his eyes away from mine
My heart sank as he didn't speak I didn't wanna hear it
"I asked you a question" I said again
"Stop jez" he muttered
"Stop what" I said this time a little louder
"I was at a friends and you know it" he said quickly now looking at me
There was silence again
"Theo don't lie to me tell me know or leave" I said harshly
"I..I was at the club with Rosie" he said quickly looking at me with a sad expression
My heart sank yet again, instead of being with me he was out with another girl his ex for all reason how was I so dumb to not think of it she lived in LA too
I got up in agony off the sofa as he quickly got up to  help me his hand brushed my arm
"Get off me Theo" I said wincing in pain
"Jez look just let me help you" he shouted trying to help me
I took my arm away and regained my balance so I was standing tall now
"Why, Theo what's the need now see this I'm standing I've recovered you were a little late in fucking helping when I was laying on the hospital bed" I cried looking at him
He looked at the ground
"See you have nothing to say you've cheated and lied to me when I needed you I feel stupid for opening up to you about my past get the fuck out of here" I shouted at him throwing his keys at the floor
He didn't even look at me he just slowly bent down to pick up the keys and made his way to the door
I watched him with tears running down my face I didn't know what made me cry the pain from the bullet or the pain of heartbreak from Theo

He turned his head before heading out the door "I'm sorry jezmarie" he said before shutting the door
I sobbed hopelessly falling to the floor all the times we had spent together seemed to replay in my head like a tape.
We were done. For good.

ARIAS POV:
I wandered in my apartment cleaning it up and sorting out the messes that needed to be done times like this I appreciated the things my mum used to do I started tempering her when I FaceTimed her for a good 2 hours I chatted to her while tidying my room I didn't tell her about what happened it was too much I knew of I did she would want me to come back to Palestine and stay with her by her side but I wanted my freedom I wanted to stay with Zion most of all the thought of leaving him just wasn't a choice for me
The boys had all been out since 6 am practicing in the studio Zion had told me it was a vocal practice and dance rehearsals all day and I knew he would be tired as he slept bad last night for some reason,
It was getting dark now as it was 7:43 pm I hadn't seen Zion all day and honestly it was weird I wanted to call him just to see how it was all going but he never usually picked up his calls when it had to do with his career

I took a long shower as I cleaned off the sweat I had collected from cleaning I got out and got dressed into a pair of sweats and a crop too with thin straps I sat on the sofa and apple played my music whilst scrolling through insta

*knock knock*
I looked over at the door as I rushed to it quickly taking a deep breath I opened it up to be met with a sweaty bothered Zion and to be honest I didn't mind his skin was shiny as he walked in kissing my lips quickly ripping off his sweater and shirt
"Hey" I said sitting on the sofa next to him
"Hey baby" he said looking at me "Well someone's looking fresh and all and the place looks hella clean" he sis looking around the apartment
"Yep that's right I pretty much spent the day sorting my life out ya know cleaning and then took a hot shower" I spoke proudly

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