Sans x Reader

Goth!Sans x reader | Promise Me

As promised I shall do other sans and not just the sons. So let's go (both if not self harm mental and physical) just to comfort as many as people as possible.

As you walked from the park from your mad mother who was just caring for you but took it too far. You saved two children and was punished for doing so. You walked away to get home. As you did your heard a familiar voice say your name "(Y/n)?"

You look back to see Goth. He wore his white hoodie and black jeans. He stared at you then noticed something off. You were quiet. Too quiet for your standards. He then noticed a scrape on your arm. You look away and sigh. He just says "(Y/n) what happened? You have a scrape on your arm."

  You look away and held back tears that threaten to pour. As so he then put his arm around you. You flinch and thought to yourself

'Being a bother you know?'

'He's too kind...maybe to backstab you later'

'You'll just get left behind'

'If you mess up now you can't have him as a friend'

  You mumble under your breath "please stop...stop" Goth barely heard you and said "hmm?" You then said "Please make the voices stop! They're scaring me!"

  Goth then grabbed your shoulders and turned you to him. He was concerned and more so when he saw your face. You looked away until he grabbed you chin and made you look at him.

  "(Y/n)? Why are you crying did I do something?" The wild Goth said. You then shook your head not speaking since that makes it worse. "Then what is it?" He asks making circles on your back with his thumb.

"Tell him"
"Don't you'll only be a burden."
"You need help"
"He can't help"
"We need someone"
"We care about so many, this will make it harder to appease them"
"We can do both"
"It's impossible"

Your mind is in a war of asking or not. You tearing flowing and your hiccups getting worse. You look at him and just hug him tightly. Besides his best friend he had been there for you.

He told you so many encouraging things but it's hard to believe. Your cuts show every time you failed to meet expectations. Which is hard to get over. Your family miss it no matter how many hints are there.

Goth was more attentive to them. Though a part of your mind wanted it a secret. So you stopped but a piece of you was yelling and screaming to stop it.

You break into more tears and grip him tightly. He tries his best to calm you down. Instead of asking once more he just comforts you. He hugs you and says "It's okay"

Your tears just brim your eyes which were red from all the crying, your nose stuffy from crying as well. Your voice gone not wanting to cry again.

Goth holds you closer and was just there. He then said "It's okay if you don't answer now. Anytime you feel ready I'll be there." Goth looks at you and says "I know this can take time but I'll be here."

You nod understanding him. He gentle gets you to look at him. Your puffy eyes meet his. He had eyes filled with concern and a few tears. He looks at your arm. The cuts were scars but only a few new.

He looked at them. He then said "I love you, you know? This hurts me too. Your not alone and maybe your not as strong as every other person who handles this but I know you can be."

Your happy he feels the same but the guilt of his sadness is like a hot knife and butter. It hurt you but this hurt him too. You then felt Goth press his teeth against your lips to kiss you.

He did so and with a blush but ever so softly as if you were a very thin glass that could break at any moment. You blushed too but the feeling didn't completely overcome the guilt.

He pulled away and said "I meant it when I love you. I love you to the moon and back. Friend or lover I'll care for you all the way."

You look down and said "I-I lo-lo-love y-yo-you to-too!" Stuttering each word from the the past crying. He then waits til you stop crying and slowly fell asleep.

He then said "I'll help you through this no matter how long it'll take."

Well I hope you liked it. I'm feeling pretty emotionless right now. I have cried, I only got scolded so okay. Hope this helps so yeah bye!

And remember

STAY DETERMINED!!! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜