Okay one the title sounds dramatic but it's because this handles a serious topic. It's self harm but different. Most people only know physical self harm while people suffer from mental self harm as well. If you don't know what it is it's basically telling yourself bad things. Since I have never read one like this so far it's this is basically a comfort. I wanna try it with many Sans to help/heal as many people as possible and with different story lines but same title. So enjoy and please be warn I don't want any one hurt at all.
As you were scolded at by (family/friend) you basically couldn't take it anymore. You're mind kept telling you "You did it" "It's your fault" "They blame you the most" "What is a world without you like?" "You so weak that (you/you can't) cut yourself" (if you are then please stop that kinda hurt my heart)
As you were holding back tears trying to shake the thoughts in you're head. Then as you were about to say stop a knock on your door startled you. You had nothing else to hide. You tried to steady your voice but still it kinda hurt. You then knew you were to talk all the progress to stop crying would be gone.
You stopped talking to steady your voice to not break when you are about to cry. When you didn't answer the person they spoke. "(Y/n)? Are you okay?" He asked. You heard your crush's and best friend's voice. Palette. He cared for you dearly even though it didn't fit his hyper personality.
You then heard thoughts voices again. As they spoke it felt like a stab. As you began to wipe your eyes heard him teleport in you then hid under your blanket pile. Palette saw you before you hid. He sighed and dug you out before it got to hot under the blankets.
He then saw your crying form. He then picked you up and held you close. You began to turn red but still the tears didn't stop. You hiccup at times and Palette just holds you. He then had a shaky breath as then spoke "(Y/n) what are doing? As in what do you tell yourself? It's something cause every time you are yelled at or blamed you don't speak, look at anyone, and your (what you do) is more dark."
You stay silent and tried to find a way to answer without breaking down. Palette then held your chin and lifted it to make you face him but he did it gently. As you face him with red puffy eyes he then wiped a tear only to hug you and comfort you making the voices go away with his comforting words.
As you eventually fell asleep with a dream out of all the nightmares you had. Palette wanted to leave but stayed to comfort you. He kissed (fudge logic) your forehead and looked at you. You cuddled as he comforts you still. He eventually gets sleepy and you both fall asleep to awake again twenty minutes later.
He woke up and you barely wake up in his arms. You blush and look at him. He smiles and holds you closer and whispers in you ear "I love you (Y/n) and even if you don't feel the same way just promise me. Promise me you'll ask me for help with this because I can't bare to see you sad."
You then had tears come into your eyes and said while holding him in return "I promise and Palette? I love you too."
Well I felt down and writing these is a reason I enjoy life. So as a plus you people make it worth while as well.
Palette: Hey Alina have you seen my pai- nvm
Me/Alina: ??? Pai What Wait.....
Palette: uh Ally?
Me: Palette where's your paint?
Palette: No! My paint! *runs off*
Me: Palette! You can't eat it!
Goth: anyway til next time guys and remember
Stay Determined!💜💚❤️💙
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FanfictionI don't get many chances to write so please these will take a while ok. No lemons. Plus I take requests okay guys thanks.
