I just finished playing a game on Roblox and broke. I wanted to help solve a conflict and was thrown around being told "You're on her side now?!"
I tell that I am not on any side. While also saying "Both sides think their good and see the other as evil so it doesn't matter to me."
I broke down after one girl apologized and the other said lier (liar). Of course the girl kept apologizing and the other girl told others she was bullying her.
I came over and said "I didn't want to take a side" I really didn't. She said did I take her side. And I told her I was a bully once.
I really was! I bullied my best friend from kindergarden and first grade. I hate myself for it. Then I ranted on the game. I had no other outlet and my sister was with me.
I didn't want to cry in front of her so this was my last chance. I want her to be strong and think that no matter what you can be brave. So I ranted. I'm guessing it stopped unfinished.
Though a few people came and said "Are you okay?" I didn't know if I was. I don't think it's depression. It can't be. I'm happy at times.
So I can't be. I would be a liar if I said I was. Though I wonder. Will my old friend forgive me now? After me telling her long ago.
"I thought I was your friend?" "Come on! I'm your friend" and so many more. I hope she saw as a toxic person and learned from it. I want her to be happy without me.
So uh that's my little rant. So uh this is pretty dumb to cry over so yeah.
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