"I highly doubt that Hyuk" crush scoffed hearing Dean talk about his last encounter with Jasmine
"I wouldn't expect you to be believe me hence the reason I wasn't talking to you."he spat back
"You're really gonna be childish about this shit? Really?" Crush retorted
"Both of you shut the fuck up. Damn! I'm tired of the silly arguments. Both of you are childish as hell. Hyuk, he said what he said get over it. It's called an opinion not a fact so take it in or let it go. Hyoseob, you know damn well the way you said it was wrong now fucking apologise so we can move on." Zico said finally exploding. He's had to listen to their bickering for over 2 weeks and frankly he'd had enough.
The trio sat in the studio in absolute silence after Zicos outburst the only sound being zicos heavy breathing and the now irritating metronome. Dean wasn't about to sit there and listen to some half assed apology Crush would give because he was shouted at and Crush hated the idea of apologising for saying something he believed. The harsh reality was, Crush was right. Dean wasn't ready to be a father who was he kidding? Life was scary enough as it was, the thought of tomorrow scared him and then on top of that there was another life he had to take care of and teach about life when he knew nothing himself? Nothing could prepare anyone for that. Dean was lost on a train of thought that came to a halt when Crush started to speak.
"I'm not gonna sit here and apologise for something I said with my chest. I meant what I said but I guess jiho is right. I went about it the wrong way and for that, I'm sorry"
Dean simply nodded partly because he didn't know how to respond and partly because he was somewhere else. Zico looked at his watch and reminded dean he had to leave and again Dean simply nodded. He wasn't sure if he wanted this anymore. Evidently to Crush and Zico he no longer wanted to leave.
"Its too late for second thoughts Hyuk you've already opened up the can of worm." Zico bluntly stated making dean leave reluctantly.
His whole demeanour was off because of the state of deep thought he had left with from the studio. He sat in his car outside Jasmines building waiting for her to arrive but started thinking that maybe he really wasn't ready. He was already having second thoughts, maybe he should just pull off in his car and leave her there, that seemed to be a better option for the both of them.
Fuck. He was scared.
He couldn't muster enough courage to look at her one she got into the passenger seat but then again she couldn't do it either. The lack of contact, verbally and even just the lack of eye contact, made for a very unstable atmosphere between the two. Hence the reason they sat quietly in the car for a while in an attempt to acclimatise to the tension.
"Where are we going?" Jasmine eventually muttered barely audibly
"I don't know anymore" he replied just as quietly
Jasmine glanced at him looking away just before they could make necessary eye contact. Unconsciously she brought her knees to her chest securing them there with her arms. Dean couldn't help but stare at her now something he had been afraid to do since she got into the car. The gesture was so surprising to the both of them that as soon as she realised the position she was in she released her legs and sat up finally glancing at dean with multiple unreadable emotions in her eyes.
"Are we just going to sit here ?" She asked this time louder than the last
With that cue he started the car.
Honestly he remembered where he wanted to take her how could he forget? It was a spot she would have known as soon as she saw it. He chose that spot in particular with the hopes of reminding her of the good times they had together because no matter how little they may have been they were still important.
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Toxic Summer | Kwon Hyuk.
Fanfiction"do you ever wonder how different things would be if we met like normal people?" {R-rated Mature content ahead} Started : 22/07/17 Finished :