Journals - Daniel Seavey ✔︎

14

*Skylars pov*
We are officially out of the house. We are on the road and we are about to arrive at Minneapolis and the boys are all getting excited.
"Babe" Daniel plops down beside me smiling
"Yes?" I look over at him while smiling
"Are you excited to watch us sing?" He squeezes my thigh softly
"Of course I am" I giggle
"You think you will ever sing?" He pulls me on top of him
"I don't know really....maybe I can post a video of me singing on Instagram and see the feedback" I shrug
"I'm so proud of you" Daniel smiles revealing his cute tooth gap
"God you could blind a thousand girls with that smile" I run a hand through his hair
"Your giggle is so intoxicating guy run into walls" Daniel smirks
"Woah that's cheesy" I laugh and climb off him and then I freeze.
"Uh Aspen What are you doing here?"
"Aspen?" I turn and see Kayla, Zoe, Christina and Brooklyn staring at each other with wide eyes
Another girl means drama. Meaning in she will try to get with one of our boys.
"Hi I'm Aspen!" A girl wth long brown hair appears in the lounge area of the bus
"Skylar" I hold out my hand but she shoves past me and jumps into Daniel's arms
Woah bitch. First of all, get off my man. Second of all, learn some respect.
"Dani I missed you so much!" She squishes his cheeks together and a feel my hand curl into a fist
"So who are you girls?" Aspen turn and looks at all us girls
"I'm Skylar. Daniel's girlfriend" I cross my arms
"HAHAHAHA she's funny!" Aspen let's out a fake laugh
"She isn't joking slut" Zoe stands up and Jonah quickly grabs her hand
"Babe it's fine" he pulls her to his chest and I step forward only to be grabbed by Corbyn
"Woah a little feisty" Aspen stands up fake giggling and then she kisses Zach on the cheek
"Hey Rosy" she flick her hair over her shoulder and I try to reach for her but Corbyn's grip tightens.
"Hey Yonah" she grabs Jonah's chin and tries to pull his lips to her but Zoe puts her hand between their lips.
"I wouldn't even try" She snarls making Aspen step back
"Hey Jacky baby" she steps towards Jack but Kayla was already in front of her
"Don't even try" she growls and Aspen sighs rolling her eyes
"CORBYN!" She squeals running towards us
I fight against Corbyn's arms trying to grab her head and smash it against the wall but Corbyn flings me over his shoulder.
"A little busy Aspen" he mutters and drags me and Daniel towards a cut off room
He shoves us onto the bed and then he closes the door.
"Alright Skylar I know you hate having her touch him but you need to trust him" Corbyn sighs
"Daniel can she trust you and know nothing will happen between you and Aspen" Corbyn crosses his arms
"Of course she can I don't like Aspen in anyway...even as a friend" Daniel grabs my hand
"Now Skylar will you be able to control yourself until we get halfway through this tour?" Corbyn kneels down
"Yes" I nod my head slowly
"Good now both of you back out there and be close as you can to try and get it into her head that you guys are together....or are you?" He frowns
"Uh....we haven't really talked about that" Daniel blushes
"That doesn't matter we all know you two will be together soon anyway....but please just keep it calm and don't fight!" He turns and walks out leaving us stunned
"Well you heard the man" I smile and stand up pulling Daniel up with me
"Can we talk about us?" Daniel pulls me back
"Not now Dani...we need to figure all this shit out first" I peck his lips and then walk out the door
"And I was like but Daddy I love them all and I want to see Daniel!"
I freeze and Corbyn sends me a warning glare and I let out a shaky breath
"I'm gonna go get some food anyone want to come?" I look around and then Daniel spears
"I'll come babe" he grabs my hand
"ILL COME!" Aspen jumps up and grabs his arm dragging him away
"I'll come with you...Jonah keep all the girls here" Jack jumps up and pulls me under his arm
"Don't lose it at her babe" Kayla kisses my cheek then kisses Jack softly
"Who were you talking to?" I frown
"Both of you" she laughs and I nod
"Let's go" Jack drags me out and I see Aspen hanging off Daniel
We walk into a supermarket and Aspen drags Daniel down the valentines aisle saying he should get her a teddy.
"I can't do this" I whisper and put my face in my hands
"Hey hey Kennedy you are a strong girl and we all know you can do this. Daniel loves you" Jack rubs my shoulders
"I'm so scared he will end up liking her" I start crying and Jack pulls me to his chest
"Babe are you okay?" Daniel appears at my side and pulls me into his arms
I glimpse over his shoulder and see Aspen glaring at us. I smirk and pull his lips to mine kissing him roughly and I hear Aspen scoff.
"Gross" she mutters and Daniel smiles against my lips
"You okay now?" he pulls away keeping his arms around my waist and I nod
"Just a anxiety attack" I mumble and kiss him again softly
Jack smiles watching me untangle myself from Daniel's arms and Aspen keeps gagging.
"Be more polite" Jack snarls in her direction and she stops
"First show in less then two hours dude we have sound check now" Jack grabs Daniel and drags him away leaving Aspen and I in the aisle glaring at each other
"I know what you are doing and I don't care because I want him. And just a little heads up I get what I want no matter what" She snarls and acts like nothing was said as she walks away
"And I don't fucking care what you want because you aren't gonna get it" I yell and she freezes
"Maybe if I tell the boys you hurt me, they will hate you" she smirks cutting her arm open on a sharp edge and then she starts fake crying
I freeze as the blood drips onto the ground and then she walks over and grabs my hand running my nails over the scratch and catching the blood on my fingers. She drags me to the bus and then shoves me in first.
"LOOK WHAT SHE DID!" Aspen screams fake sobbing and then holds up my bloody hand
"SKYLAR!" Christina gasps
"No guys please" I whimper
"She is trying to get your pity now. How pathetic" Aspen fake sobs and throws herself into Daniel's arms as he stares at me in disappointment
"I can't do this anymore" I whisper and run off the bus and towards the toilets
I run my hand under the water scrubbing aggressively as if her blood was infected with aids. I start sobbing and I sink the ground with the tap over flowing and water starts to pour onto the ground. I curl up in a ball sobbing and then I see a razor. I grab it and cut my wrists horizontally and then the blood oozes out and mixes with the water. I throw the razor across the bathroom and I curl up again sobbing harder then I ever have before.