Journals - Daniel Seavey ✔︎

10

*Skylar's pov*
It's like I'm in a whirlpool and I'm getting tossed around in a circle and Daniel is in the middle. I'm stuck in a game on the same level versing the same monster.
"Sky?" I look up and see Jack frowning down at me
"Hi" I mumble
"You haven't eaten for the past two days...are you okay?" He kneels in front of me
"Yep"
no im not.
"Sky come on don't lie" Jack sighs
"I'm fine"
no I'm not
"Skylar" Jack grabs my hands
"I'm fine okay!"
I'm fucking not!
Jack shakes his head and stands up walking away.
"What's going on with you?" Jonah sits beside me
"I'm the reason" Daniel growls from the other couch
"What did you do?" Jonah snarls
"Nothing" Daniel shrugs
"Oh you liar!" I yell and glare at him
Everyone freezes and stares at the commotion and Jonah grabs my wrist.
"You were a absolute asshole to my best friend and I have finally realised he means more to me then you because I know you are messaging Angi right now!" I watch Corbyn walk over and pull Daniel's phone out of his hands and he glares at Daniel
"Dude what the fuck" he shoves Daniel's phone back into his hands and then walks to my side
"See!" I shake my head
"I just lost someone so important to me because I was so caught up in your little game" I growl
I stand up and walk towards the door but Daniel appears in front of me.
"And where do you think you are going?" He smirks and pushing me back gently
"Somewhere far away from you" I shove him out of the way and walk out the door
"I'm already here" I turn my head and see Joe with his arms open
I run into them sobbing and his arms wrap around me.
"I know it hurts Sky" he murmurs
"I feel the pain again Joe" I sob while my heart tears into two.
"I know" he pulls me closer and then I'm lifted off the ground
I get placed in a seat and then Joe appears beside me and the car starts.
"It's okay I'm getting you some food and we are gonna do it like the old times" Joe places a hand on my thigh and I nod my head slowly
We get to the supermarket and we buy heaps of lollies and ice cream and then we go to his hotel room.
"I'm thinking of moving here" he smiles
"Oh really?" I look at him in surprise
"Yeah Zoe and I want to live in a place where we can swim and all that...we both love it here and we wanna be near each other...so this seems like the best place mainly since her and that Jonah dude hit it off" Joe chuckles
I nod and we sit down looking for a movie to watch.
"I know why you never talked to boys" Joe whispers
"And personally I think it's fucked" he adds
"How do you know" I choke on my own words as a lump forms in my throat
"I know everything about you Skylar....I know...what he did to you" Joe's jaw tenses
"How did you find out" I whisper
"You always carried that little journal around...one day you dropped it and I read it and I was mortified...I never said anything because I didn't want you to hate me" Joe sighs
"You read my journal?" I feel my eyes fill with tears
"What your dad did to you....seriously wasn't okay" Joe shakes his head
"You think I wouldn't know that Joe? Of course I know what he did was fucked up. He did it to me not you" I feel a tear roll down my cheek
"Speak....even if your voice shakes Skylar...you need to tell someone" Joe stands up
"It's not that easy telling someone I was raped when I was 7!" I yell and I hear a gasp
I turn and I watch as a water slips through Zoe's fingers and I see Jonah and Brooklyn behind her with Zach peering over their shoulders. All their jaws were dropped and I heard Joe whisper something.
"I can't be here" I whimper and run past them all
"Skylar!" I hear Jonah yell but I keep running I end up walking to a in and out I was unfamiliar with and I sit in a booth crying.
"Skylar?" I look up and see Daniel with wide eyes
"Go away" I sob and turn away from him
"What's wrong!?" He sits beside me
"M..my...Dad....r..r..aped me" I stutter through the sobs and Daniel's jaw drops
He pulls me into his arms and I half scream hysterically as he hums lightly.
"When?" Daniel murmurs once I finally stop crying
"When I was seven" I whisper
"WHAT!?" Daniel stands up and starts punching things
"He raped a fucking 7 year old!?" Daniel shoves over a few chairs and I stand up trying to stop him
"HEY" I turn and see a big dude with his arms crossed
"Daniel stop please" I start crying again
"You were seven and he raped you!?" Daniel yells and the big guys face softens
"And continue the pushing stuff over mate cause that's fucked" the guy shakes his head and walks away
Daniel kicks a chair and it smashes into another table making them topple over.
"That's why you were so scared of boys...not because of anxiety it's because you thought all guys were like that...the reason you and Joe are so close is because he proved he wasn't like your dad just like me and the boys did...you kept to yourself because you were so afraid of letting people in and the truth coming out" Daniel stops in front of me
"And I ruined my picture because I was talking to Angi while I was falling more in love with you" Daniel sinks onto the chair
I sink into his arms and he hugs me tightly to his chest and I start sobbing again. I hear the door open and close and then I hear Joe's voice.
"You really go back to him after he broke you?"