*Daniel's pov*
What have I done. Why would I say all those things to Skylar. She means everything to me and I definitely want something to happen between us.
"Dani?" I hear a light knock on the door
I look in the mirror and see tears on my cheek and I'm taken by surprise because I didn't realise I was crying. I wipe them away and open the door to a teary eyed Skylar.
"I'm so sorry" I whimper and she tumbles into my arms
We sink to the ground crying in each others arms and she lets out a loud sob
"I can't live without you"
I'm taken back by the words but I can't live without her either.
"The past week and a half with you has been amazing...it's crazy how I met you and all the sudden such a happy and bright person...even though I am shy...you brought me out of my shell and I'm happy for that. I can't thank you enough Daniel" she sits up and wipes a tear off her cheek
"Skylar" I put a hand on her cheek
"I'm sorry I know it's rushed but maybe we can go on a date or something" she shrugs
I shake my head and her face drops. I hide a smile and I lift her chin. Her beautiful blue eyes pour into mine and her pupils focus on me. I rest our foreheads together and our lips brush against each other like they are begging to be pressed against each other.
"I don't need a date to know I want you Sky" I murmur and she blushes
"BOOM BOOM BOOM NOW LET ME HEAR YOU SAY WAYHOO" Zach bursts into the room and we jump apart
"WAYHOOOO" Skylar yells and smiles at Zach
"I like her" Zach smiles
"I like her too" I smile and look over at her
"I don't like you that way sorry Skylar I know you want me but Daniel has you" Zach sighs and bites his lip
"Oh shit I was only here to get with you" Skylar pouts and Zach smirks
"I know baby but he's right there" Zach grins
"So What Babe we don't need him to hold us back" she stands up and walks to his side
"I know baby girl but....I'm in love with someone else" he looks away dramatically and Skylar starts to fake cry
"Who!?" She sobs
"Him" he points at me
"Ok little ones no more role play we don't want this turning into a- never mind I'm not gonna finish that sentence" Logan walks into the room and I hold in a laugh
"I love you too Zach but my heart is with someone else" I sigh
"What?" Zach pouts and so does Skylar
"It's...Sky- Jack" I smirk
"MY BABY" Jack dives into my arms and we fall onto the ground laughing
"I hate you all" Skylar groans and walks or the door
"Wait Sky!" I chase after her
She plops down on the couch and then grabs a controller and starts playing Fifa with Jonah. She ignores me for too long for my head to cope with so I take it to the next level. I nuzzle my head into her neck and I start placing soft kisses down her neck and up her jawline. Her jaw tenses and I could tell she was going to break put she continues to play. Her hands grip the controller tightly making her knuckles white and her eyes were wide open.
"I'm killing you aren't I" I smirk
She ignores me so I go closer to her lips. She freezes and I hear Jonah yell in victory.
"THATS UNFAIR!" She jump to her feet and starts chasing Jonah around the house.
"Aw come on!" I groan and lie down on the couch
"Good try dude you nearly had her" Jack chuckles
"I knew it wouldn't work" I sigh and then she plops back down beside me.
I decide to give her a taste of her own medicine and I start to ignore her as Jack and I verse each other.
"I'm sorry" she whispers
I ignore her and I see her smirk. She moves closer to me and then her lips are pressed against my neck. She starts to move to my jawline and then she hits my sweet spot making me moan a little. The boys send me smirks and I hear her giggle. I glare at Jack and he smirks and we start to play again. Her hand crawls up my thigh and under my shirt and her fingers tap on my stomach. Her hand slides down to the edge of my jeans and she starts to undo them and I leap to my feet.
"Nope nope nope" I run towards my room and I hear the boys letting out loud laughter.
I flip onto my bed groaning and wishing we were dating so I could actually kiss her and call her mine. My door opens and I look up to see Skylar smiling and she closes the door. She sits on the edge of my bed and I hear her whisper something. I frown and sit up and her eyes connect with mine.
Her lips smash against mine and she starts to push me further onto the bed. Her body was pressed against mine and I know I would never get tired of this feeling. Her lips disconnected from mine but they never left my body. Her lips starts moving down my jaw and she finds my sweet spot and she starts to suck at the skin. I moan and I pull her lips back up to mine and my hand tangled in her hair and I try to pull her closer which seemed impossible. We pull away gasping for air and our cheeks flushed as we took in what we just did.
"I'm sorry" she whispers
"No it's fine Sky...you don't know how long I have waited to do that" I smile and she blushes deeply
I get up and lock the door and she slides off her shorts and I chuck her a big shirt. As she pull off her top I see thin white lines running up and down her hips and some faintly noticeable on her bum. She notices me looking and quickly covers them with the shirt after she pulls it on. I climb into the bed beside her and her eyes stare at her hands uncomfortably.
"Princess" I lift her chin and make her look at me
I lift the shirt up so I could trace the stretch marks running along her body taking in every mark.
"I love them" I murmur
"How could you love them? They are disgusting" she pulls a face
"We all have our own things Skylar...stretch marks are normal...I had a tooth gap and I know thousands of people that have them. Stretch marks are the proof that you have grown and that you are beautiful. Because stretch marks are beautiful my love" I murmur and kiss a stretch mark on her hip
"But you look so cute with your tooth gap....stretch marks are frowned upon" she whimpers
"Stretch marks aren't frowned upon. Some dislike stretch marks and some like them and I love them. Don't be scared to show off your body because of those lines. They are tiger stripes...think of them as a pattern on your skin to make you look more fierce" I push a hair behind her ear and she blushes
"I'm sorry" she cuddles into my side and I smile
"There is nothing to be sorry for my darling....we aren't all perfect...everyone gets stretch marks...they prove that you have worked for your body or that you have grown" I kiss the top of her head and she smiles again the crook of my neck
"I have them on my boobs as well though" she mumbles
"Like I said...they are beautiful...your boobs probably just grew too fast for your body but that doesn't matter what matters is how you show them off with confidence and how you feel about yourself" I pull her closer and she nods her head slowly
"Go to sleep my sweet girl tomorrow is gonna be a big day" I kiss the top of her head again and she drifts to sleep in my arms.
YOU ARE READING
Journals - Daniel Seavey ✔︎
Hayran KurguSkylar Kennedy is a 17 year old, shy girl. Everyday she visits her favourite café on the corner of her favourite street filled with book stores in Los Angeles. No one would speak to her and she would sit happily in a booth next to a window listening...