F A N Z O N E D; Lucas Dobre

Twenty - One; don't leave

Anisha.

Previously.
"Why won't you talk to me?"

He asked, with no sign of emotions whatsoever, I shrug and look away,but his hands made their way to my chin making me look up.

"Thought you said I wasn't allowed to talk to you." I said silently, he chuckles and lean more forward.
He looks down once again to me, "So you just decided to actually let me win?" He asked, giving me an odd look like he can't believe me.

I nodded and looked away. "It's not like you will allow me to change you to the way you where before."

His eyes darkens, "you're right. You should just give up. Our friendship leads no where anyways." He says coldly , pushing himself away.

As he began to walk away, "I need an explanation" I whispered, but loud enough for him to hear me. He stopped at his spot and turned slowly looking at me.

I walked towards him, building up courage and asked him coldly. "Why'd you leave without any words?" I ask as I was near him.

He looked away, "Lucas, I have so many unanswered questions " I said silently but enough for him to hear me. I had tears building up in my eyes. He didn't answer me.

"Lucas for god's sake! You left me five years ago with no explanation and now that we meet again, you're being rude to me." "All I'm asking is for an explanation for this!"

He stayed silent. He didn't answer me, he didn't hold me. Though I was standing right in front of him and he looked away. Not making eye contact with me, I could've seen how scared hr was to answer me and that he didn't know what to do.

I wasn't letting him go until he answer my question. Neither of us was leaving this kitchen tonight. I knew that for a fact. I grabbed his collar and pushed him towards me. We were so close now. He looked at me with widen eyes shocked at my sudden action. "Just an explanation " I whispered for him to here.

A tear rolled down my eye onto my cheeks, dropping on his hand. At the tear drop touched him, I said in my head. I was not going to cry for this boy again. (YEAH, OKAY ANISHA)

We finally made eye contact and I could've seen his eyes. Filled with sadness. My eyes was also filled with tears, rolling down my cheek. "Lucas, please. I deserve and explanation " My voice cracked at the end.

I feel myself getting weak, as I was about to fall onto the ground, he catched me. Our foreheads now touching and his eyes facing mine.

The tears in his eyes was visible, he shakes his head and held me close to him. " I .. I - I don't have any answer I'm sorry" He managed to choke out.

I shake my head, pushing him away but he held me close. "You must have one Lucas!" I managed to say in between my sobs.

I was an emotional wreck in the arms of the boy who broke my heart. "I .. I don't have one anisha, I really don't and I don't know why" He said with tears rolling down his eyes.

And then it happened. We both fell to the ground in tears, with him hugging me tightly around my waist and my head on his chest.

I gripped onto his jersery and cried even louder. "y-you d- don't kk-know hh-how much y-you've h-hurted me" I said as I sobbed onto his chest while he rubbed my back.