F A N Z O N E D; Lucas Dobre

Twenty-Eight; The Date.

Anisha.

"This is truly amazing Lucas! " I giggle, as a smile spread across my face. Lucas gave me a broad smile and nodded. Gosh, his smile gets me weak.

"I wasn't sure if you're gonna like it. I asked the guys to help me with it." He smiled at me and I nodded my head.

"It's perfect, Absolutely perfect." I say and hugged him as were out of the car. I whispered many thanks to him as I kissed his cheek after every thank you.

He held my hand, intertwining it with his. As we both make ourselves at the end of the cliff, sitting on a blanket that was already there.

We were at a cliff, where we can see the city lights and the beauty in LA. Damn, LA is beautiful in the night. Lucas, really prepared himself for this.

There was a medium size square basket next placed in the front of Lucas's side which contain food and a bottle of grape wine. (first stage, we're not going into alcohol)

Both our favourite foods and deserts was contain inside the basket. There was music playing, which we could hear but not to loud and not to soft. It was a good volume so when we speak we can hear each other.

There was also candles inside a glass surrounding us and we were the only ones there. It was absolute amazing and beautiful. The skyline if the city lights and the way LA is at night.

This was perfect, no one to interrupt Lucas and I. It was just us. Us and us alone, nothing more.

This is the third place we went. The first was for a classic dinner at a small diner, the second was we went in a cinema in a park, where couples was movie. Yeah, there. But it was a short comedy movie. Absolutely amazing.

Lucas was right, it was something I wasn't going to expect, because he always told me about his dream date.

Instead, tonight. Tonight Lucas, Lucas set up my dream date. We were both 15 when we told each other about our dream dates. Damn, he still remembered. Wow.

The time was currently 6;45PM and the sun was setting. It looked amazing. Lucas and I was both silent as we looked at sunset. The city lights was already coming on, beautiful.

We were both still holding hands as we looked at the sky line.

Until he broke the silence, "Remember when we were both young and we'll always sit at my rooftop and tell each other out secrets and I told you that I always wanted to be with the person I loved the most" He smiled as he look at the city lights.

I admired his face, the only light we had was the city light that was all fully on, our candles weren't helping and half of them were out.

I nodded, "Yeah." I say as I remembered him telling me his ideal girl and how he'd spend the rest of his life with her.

He pulled my closer and placed one of his hands around my waste and the other holding my hand still.

"Nish?"

"Yeah?"

"I think my dream has come true tonight" I told me silently. I smiled lightly.

"Do you really love me?" I asked him. He laughed and nodded his head, "I do, I really do" He told me, looking at me with sincere eyes.
I smiled as I looked back at him.

"As cheesy as it sounds, Nish I don't think I'll ever be able to find someone like you to love as much as I love you. You're different and unique.
Ever since the day in the park Maryland where we danced to Genuine Love playing on your phone. Jesus heavens, I knew that was the moment I looked at you beyond being a best friend, I knew you were the person for me go love unconditionally. I knew I loved you way more than friends, and I accept that I was deeply in love with you. I still am till today. Till right now. Even when I moved , I felt so bad. I wanted to hug you so tight. That's why I didn't tell you when I was leaving. I would've stayed back when I saw you. And I know, the day when I fanzoned you. I knew I fucked up things between us. I was afraid that you're mad at me, mad because I left you 6 years ago without any calls or letters, I left with no words. I hurt you so badly, and crazy how you still love me like it's nothing. When I heard you were crying that night, my heart was crying, I was crushed. I didn't know what to do. And there, I knew I wanted you to hate me, I wanted you to hate me with such a passion, I wanted you to forget about me. I'm really sorry Anisha. I didn't mean to cause you all this pain, because .." He paused, his eyes was full of tears and I saw how he was trynna held them in, forcing himself to contain the tears back.

I held his hand, to assure him it was okay. He looked at me and nodded him head knowing I wanted him to finish.

"because I really hated seeing the love of my life in tears." he paused and smiled at me.

By now my eyes was focused on him, my heart was fluttering by his words. I finally understand why he did what he did.

My eyes became teary, and it was not of sadnesses. It was more like happiness. I never thought I'd hear these words from Lucas.

"But then .. Then that night you made that tweet, I saw that you missed me. The pictures with the insta captions. My heart ache, to be honest I wanted to tweet about you as well. But I knew I couldn't. I knew I had to hold myself back. I had to be strong and not tweet back. But then, midnight reach, and I heard your door open. I could've felt that you couldn't fall asleep. And something' ... something came over me and I just wanted to come and hug you so tightly. Anisha, I stood by my door for 10 minutes debating if I should turn my door knob and come to you. I wanted you in my arms the first time I saw you in our house.
Coruaget came over me and I open my door, but I couldn't move. It felt like my foot didn't wanted to move, but I forced myself to go downstairs and see you. And that's when I came into the kitchen and saw you there. And as we were hugging in the kitchen, and I looked at your eyes, and you smiled at me. You got me so weak. I knew I fucked up, I was madly in love with you.
In facts I knew I couldn't loose you. I didn't wanted to, so I took the chance and break free and told you what I told you in the kitchen that night." He said as he wiped away my tears.

"I know I risk a lot. But .. But I - I need you with me. I needed to be with you. So I choose to not waste time and just wanted to be with you."

He smiled at me and cupped my cheeks, "Anisha Singh, I admit I can not catch a bullet for you. Because I a scared ass. But, hell I'll risk my whole life just to save yours. I am willing to leave everything behind for you, my career, my whole even my entire galaxy. I'm ready to leave everything behind for you. Because of you. Just to be with you. To do anything for you. Just you."