F A N Z O N E D; Lucas Dobre

Twenty - Four; Was I?

“New friendship, huh?”

Anisha.

My heart beats fast, my eyes on him. I never felt this way before, I never allowed anyone so close to me and to touch me like this. Never in my life I've done this before.

I promised myself that I would've only done this with the person I truly love. Looking at Lucas and this feeling. Was this too fast? We only reconnected our friendship a few hours ago. Are me moving to fast?

Though my feelings never lefted either ways, when we were younger I had always had a crush on Lucas. It never left. This feeling was this here even when he left me. And till this day I still have this feeling. But was this too soon?
Lucas was my first love and everyone knew it. I just denied.

Now, I'm sitting on top of the kitchen counter, with Lucas between my legs and I'm asking myself the question I've never wanted go answer.

Was I in love with Lucas?

His thumbs ran across my cheeks taking me by surprise making me look at him. "This is wrong" I whispered. He shakes his head.

"This is how it should be" he says looking at me, I leaned forehead against his and cupped his cheeks in my hand.

"Yeah" I smiled at him, but I frown and look at him. "But we're best friends and this is not a normal thing for best friends."

He pulled me closer and smirks, "We don't have to be just friends" he said looking at me with pleading eyes.

"We could be more than this." He added. I smiled at him. I knew we could've been more, much much more. But, what would the fans say?

In this industry what the fans think is very important. We have to think about how they feel towards everything. We have to think about them when we're making such big decisions. Their opinion is very, very important.

"The fans-"

"The fans would love us together"

I looked at him, I didn't know what to say. Would I just say Yes to being something more? Isn't that just way too fast?

"You love me?" I needed to confirm that I wasn't get played, I needed to know that I wasn't just making up weird scenarios in my head.

But before he could've answer, the kitchen door swung right open.

Three brothers and a friend with a camera in his hand. Fuck.
They looked at us shook, seeing how close Lucas and I was. We both pulled away quickly, I stood an inch away from Lucas. It was all so awkward now as we all stood there saying nothing.

Darius smirks, "So this is what you call new friendship huh?" he says looking at both Lucas and I. I blushed instantly at his words and turned away grabbing my bottle water and taking a sip.

I stood there awkwardly with the boys just looking at me. "I should uh .. I should go. I have some .. Uh .. Stuff to do." I scratched the back of my head leaving the room. "See ya." I added

Before I closed the door, I heard Marcus yelled at Lucas "You're a fucking cheater in this relationship!"

I gently laughed and smile.

Was I in love with Lucas?
Did I wanted to be more than friends?
Was this moving to fast?

Short chapter. Sorry. If you followed me on Instagram (dorbebrothers) you'll know that o started writing this chapter last night well at 10:30PM and my friend called me and I wasn't able to save the memo and when I hanged the phone up, it DELETED. I was so fucking pissed, I didn't start over, cause I was half way through the story and I wasn't gonna type that shit over. So, yeah. You're welcome.
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