F A N Z O N E D; Lucas Dobre

Fifty-Eight; Labels aren't important

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“I miss the way he makes my princess smile”

Anisha.

The world is cruel, the world is unfair. The world can be everything' you don't want it do be.

Sometimes, the world can be a little too much, it breaks our heart and it will definitely makes us fall to the ground.

Some days, it will feel like no one is there for you. It will make it seen like there is no hope anymore.

It feels as though, you're no longer capable of anything. You can't move, eat, sleep nor even talk.

It's like drowning but you can see everyone around you. Right now? I've found myself stuck inside a rut. Inside a place I'd want to go out, but not able to.

Being without Justin really makes it hard, being without your best friend is really depressing.

It's like half of your heart went with them,it's like the world falling upon you without any warning.

I wish I could take him back, I wish he was able to be here right now. I wish that he was alive and not gone.

Even though he's far away, it's like he's still here. He's no where to be seen, but I feel him looking over me.

I must say, I really regret everything. I really do, I really regret not spending much time with him.

If I had one last day with him, I'd made sure he knew how important he was for me. I'd made sure he knew how much I love him.

I would've told him everything he needed to hear, I would've done everything to make him smile.

But yesterday's gone, and I can no longer take back whatever had happened. I can no longer take the time back.

I wish I could, but no amount of tears would ever bring him back to life. Not even God would allow such thing.

It's been weeks, to be exact. Four weeks since the incident. Four weeks since we lost him.

Four weeks.

His funeral was kept privately, only relatives and friends was there. No one else, they didn't let anyone know. We didn't allow any media there.

Justin name was around, it was all over the news and social media. But we didn't give any updates about the funeral.

He wouldn't want that and I knew about if. So I made sure it was not like that.

We didn't even confirm that he was dead, we left it like a rumour. We didn't speak about it at all.

We soon told them about it after his funeral, after it had all finished, we confirmed it all. We took a small break from tour.

Everyone got the chance to visit and have a two weeks vacation with their family. Being able to fly home.

We went back to LA first to fix our things and safe to say, everyone is sad, depress and absolutely frustrated.

No one has been able to return to their normal routines. No one really talked or did anything fun.

The way the house was silent was absolutely scary and actually very unusual, the house was built with nothing but silence.

It was a house, but it wasn't like a home anymore.

Nikki comforted her boyfriend Marcus, j haven't seen then walk outside that room for days now.